I cried during the end of the amnesia arc because I felt bad for our red head daddy. Like...it felt like I was also loosing my husband. It didn't help the fact that they added the special chapter to remind us of how Chayoung was before the amnesia. Luckily he snapped back to his senses right after the special ch or else I would have lost my mind
In which chapter did he lose his memory
I want to reread I forgot when it was
I think it was 71.
While I was reading the story, one thing that caught my attention the most was sense of the ambiguity in which how I should feel about each and every single one of the characters—both the "good characters/heros" and the "villains". Throughout the entire story, it felt as though they were trying to get us into Deon's head—making us feel every bits of pain, betrayal and love, even when we ourselves already know the plot and what happened.
So, very heavy emphasis on The Psychology of Traumas and how they can affect the human mind.
I love how deep they dive into the characters' mind to make us understand every bits of the causes and effects behind each actions they took—what influenced them to do those things, feel those emotions and why they make each of those choices. No matter how you viewed them, you'll always understand the "why". Even when they're frustrating to watch. Even when they're aggravating to see. Even when they are filling your heart with nothing but love or absolute anguish. Even...when they make your entire frame shake with sorrow as the despair seeps into your bones, making you sob until your knees buckled, cry until the light in your eyes dies as the pain of it all breaks you down one tragedy at a time until you're left with nothing but your tears and your empty eyes—begging the "World" for answers behind everything, for at least a reason less agonizing than the thing they call: "Fate".
In conclusion, the plot was complex and heavy on psychology.
Despite the art style not being to my taste, I still can't bring myself to complain about it as the character designs were quite nice.
Overall, it's a 9/10.
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{ To my beloved Deon Hart...
As this is my last goodbye...
May the glistening tears of my cries crystalize the memory of your crimson eyes and your snow-white hair, everywhere, against the fragile wall of my heart.
May my trembling hands hold onto your story again as I carve every syllable of your name deep into the farthest depth of my soul.
Deon...Oh my poor boy...my sweet, gentle boy.
How painful it must have been... when those torturous thorns crept in, when their sharp points kept on piercing your delicate skin while all you've been doing... was trying to pull them out? Just how much blood have you let stain your fair feet when you spent your entire life—even when weak— walking on that path laid full of thorns?
Deon, my boy...
I've thanked the world for keeping you alive,
until I realized it was their crime for making you survive.
So now...
Until my endless tears dry,
No longer shall the world pry as you may rest in the peace, in the relief of...
"The perfect ending" }
I came here from "Regressor instructions manual", bawled my eyes out in 200th+ ch. Now I'm about to start this and the comments are out here talking about how much they cried to this? Yeah, I'm out.
Never fucking mind. I read it. Yes, I'm sobbing.
I cried so hard when he was dying and mf didn't even stop breathing.
Never fucking mind he was actually dying.
Bruh, ts is just pure garbage. Like, how can you fucked up depravity this bad?
Ts is just cheap yo.
I love that mfin' crazy look in his eyes whahahahaha