i agree with some of the other comments. i really have this like love hate relationship with not only raymond but also a little bit with ian too ngl.
raymond was like a 90/10 split 90 being hate honestly. he was just too fucking much and the whole time i was just hoping and praying his bitch ass would suffer some unimaginable pain. while i get how fucked his childhood ended and how badly he wanted and (let’s be real) deserved that revenge. the way he went about it was so fucking stupid. especially since he dragged innocents into it. the difference between him and that count was damn near inseparable. it was a sliver
lol i quit. barely got to chapter 18 and i was already exhausted and my teeth aches from how hard i was clenching them. this entire comic seems to be filled with assholes from the jump? like i was so sure the girl would have been somewhat kind even if she liked the mc or maybe because she liked him and they were friendly. but no. then the only “friend” the mc has HEARD! them talking shit and was just like “oh lol oh well.” what the fuck? author was like “hmm let’s see how badly i can fuck up this cp straight from the rip.” I’m so fed up with this mess. i even naively thought the professor was going to be kind and try and talk him through it not fucking r4pe. got damn i feel so cheated
i must be the only one who dropped this cause i honestly just could stand dongbaek. his attitude pisses me off. i get it’s not the trajectory he had for his life and that this was all just dumped on him but his lack of, at the very least, sympathy for someone that’s been stuck living with knowledge of all of his past lives and then dying over and over again while seeing the person he was meant to love die, irks me. “as long as it’s not me then it’s fine, I’m to young to die.” that shit? yeah nah the director was a real one for still being able to have feelings for someone that selfish.
I loved that this was so soft yet so scary at the same time. i enjoyed the act of r*pe actually being condemnable instead of a means to get the mc and ml to fall for each other. and I’m happy that the ml actually wanted to take revenge for him. there was a lot of nonsensical problematic points but at the end of the day, it was still pretty good
seeing the comments, it seems like it’s just me that found the translation unbearable. i barely understood what was happening and it felt like i was missing things because one minute this was happening and the next it’s a whole different situation. i was confused. it started off cute but somewhere along the way became more and more confusing
this was really cute but I’m ngl, it was confusing as fuck. there was too many jump cuts to flashbacks in the middle of random episodes and they weren’t like usual flashbacks that turn to black to let you know it’s not current or even a thought that signifies it going into a flashback. but anyway. still interesting.
on another note, the whole time i was hoping Hyun laid eggs for Ivan and had babies but then i remembered it wasn’t that sorta comic. which sob
tbh i hate when they try to explain away the assault. like “i did it because —“ like bitch if you were given an ultimatum between giving your “lover” to some sicko and a gang r*pe and you don’t choose to just completely remove yourself and your love from the situation then you’re a full on dickhead. like nah fuck the ex. i didn’t give a damn about his side of things they could have left it at him being a dickhead instead of trying to make the reader sympathetic to him because of his “reasoning”
ummmm //: i don’t get it