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Lisa chin July 25, 2018 12:08 pm

I finally cried today. I guess it's been 4 years since I didn't let even a single tear fall from my eyes. I have held these tears for too long. But today it just break through everything. I longed for crying.

There was no reason to cry but it's just feel too suffocating. I feel so lonely and alone, like there's nobody for me. I am feeling so frustrating and sad. Even through I have my family and friends. They r nice and I love them but still for years I always feel that I don't belong anywhere. Like there's no place for me. There's no person for me, nobody knows what I feel, nobody is here when I need them.
In my mind I always have to question that do anybody even care if I am alive or not. I feel like dying. I want to suicide, actually there was a time when I actually try it. But I don't my parents to have shame on me again. I want them to be proud of me. And I try really hard for it, i came first on my high school final year. But I still can't see proudness in my parents eyes for me. I always make them disapoint. I did everything that I can do for them but I am not feeling happy it all been to suffocating for me for years. I know I am not like my big sis but still I want u to be proud of me.

There's nobody for me I want to just die but I can't to it or else even my death will make them hate me.
I want someone just for me, I want to fall in love, I want to experience everything. But this society don't allow it. I hate that I was born In this country.
I am helpless I can't do anything. I endure so much but today I want to brust everything here. I can't stop crying and the most irritating thing is that nobody knows here that I even cried.
Pls tell me what to do
I want to delete everything on my mobile that had been giving me hope that everything will be fine. I even want to delete chrome so I can't come here in this site.

But I know no matter what I have to handle everything on my own, my tears, my feelings even my self.

    Hailey ^.^ July 25, 2018 3:18 pm

    Hey. Those thoughts you’re having, they’re terrible. You gotta get rid of them. There’s always a reason that you existed here. There’s a possibility that your parents doesn’t even know how you feel, you gotta talk to them and if that doesn’t work they’re just poor parents. If that offends you since you respect them a lot, I’m sorry but you can’t put this blame on yourself for the cause of others. Once you grow older, you will be able to go to good college since you had good grades and meet hundreds of different people and you’ll find a person who’ll love you for sure since there are billions of women/men worldwide. You’re just giving up way too early when you have barely begun your life. You gotta hold yourself a bit longer and you can cry as much as you want to, just know that you only have one chance to live. Don’t ruin it by putting an end to it so early. It might be bad this year but surely there were much better times in the past right? If your country is so bad, then all the more reason to work harder to get money so you can move out the country or even travel. You can also try going to different states. You’ll be free before you know it and it might just be better. I’m gonna wish you the best regards and hopefully you work out with your parents and I pray they are understanding of your feelings. I’m sure they love you since they work hard to have you and raise you. Just gotta put those thoughts away and give yourself a chance. I don’t know what else to say but I hope this reach you and if you need anyone to talk to, I’m here even though I’m a stranger but it might help? Anyways I wish you my best regards once again

    Lisa chin July 25, 2018 5:13 pm
    Hey. Those thoughts you’re having, they’re terrible. You gotta get rid of them. There’s always a reason that you existed here. There’s a possibility that your parents doesn’t even know how you feel, y... Hailey ^.^

    Thanks, now I feel much better. Actually after crying and writing this whole big comment, I feel so much refresh, Since everything that I held inside me is finally out. I will work hard. I will try my best to have a happy future. Thanks for replying me.

    yasuha July 25, 2018 9:50 pm

    The best thing you can do, is staying optimistic.
    I know it´s easier said than done, but with small steps you can do it.

    - Write down all positive things in your life, even really small things (like having a bed to sleep, things you like to eat, things you are grateful for)
    - Start the day with a good thought. It can be also small things like "I´m happy that the sun is shining".
    - Do every day something you enjoy. Like taking a bath, or eating something good. And enjoy those moments. And look forward doing those things.
    - Greet people and wish them a good day.
    - Don´t bury your sadness. It belongs also to you. Let it out. If you feel like crying, cry.
    - Write your wishes down in present tense, like "I´ve a nice boyfriend who loves me" (I know it may sound stupid, but it´s kind of wishes to the universe or whatever, but somehow it works sometimes)
    - Be proud of yourself and the things you achieved.
    - If you are that good with your studies, teach someone who is not that good. You are able to learn better and maybe you can find new friends.
    - You can always talk here with us if something is bothering you :)

    I know it´s difficult. But staying depressed makes your life worse. Even small things will turn bad if you only thinks of depressing things.
    Thinking about good things will make your life better. Maybe not tomorrow, but step by step.

    Hailey ^.^ July 25, 2018 11:43 pm
    Thanks, now I feel much better. Actually after crying and writing this whole big comment, I feel so much refresh, Since everything that I held inside me is finally out. I will work hard. I will try my best to h... Lisa chin

    Anytime (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ It’s good to let out all your frustrations because then it’s like a huge lift on your shoulder that you don’t have to carry anymore. I’m so glad to hear that you will try harder ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    Lisa chin August 1, 2018 4:14 am
    The best thing you can do, is staying optimistic.I know it´s easier said than done, but with small steps you can do it.- Write down all positive things in your life, even really small things (like having a bed... yasuha

    Thanks na. I will try doing it. I have start to write a dairy.

Lisa chin May 17, 2018 8:13 am

Hey guys I just watched 2moon series so now I want to know that are there any other gay series. If you know please tell me I really want to watch it.

geliyen May 13, 2018 2:29 pm

Hey guys right now I am feeling so much sad i don't know why through. I wanna talk to someone. even though I have so many friends but at times like this I hate to talk with them and I ignore there messages. My sister and my pet are right beside me but it's like I am alone. I don't wanna feel like this because whenever I feel like this I start to think why am I even alive. Please someone help me I don't want to be like this.

    Rea Nikiforov May 13, 2018 2:35 pm

    BRUH! MESSAGE ME ILL HELP YOU OMGOMGOMGOMGOGM LIVE

    kirara May 13, 2018 2:38 pm

    I understand how you feel as someone who has been going through depression for years :) hit me up, I'll listen

    Lisa chin May 13, 2018 2:49 pm
    I understand how you feel as someone who has been going through depression for years :) hit me up, I'll listen kirara

    You serious. Can I really msg you when I am sad or if you just gonna pissed later then tell me.

    Ria May 13, 2018 3:13 pm
    You serious. Can I really msg you when I am sad or if you just gonna pissed later then tell me. Lisa chin

    i don't know if I'm going to be much of a help but the least thing I can do is to listen. I tend to give bad advices but hey, I'll just listen bc I think that's the best way I can do to help ^^ hit me up too and I'll give you my ig/discord c:

    Lisa chin May 13, 2018 3:30 pm
    i don't know if I'm going to be much of a help but the least thing I can do is to listen. I tend to give bad advices but hey, I'll just listen bc I think that's the best way I can do to help ^^ hit me up too an... @Ria

    Thank you so much after reading your and everyone's reply I feel better. Again thanks... :)

    Ria May 13, 2018 6:11 pm
    Thank you so much after reading your and everyone's reply I feel better. Again thanks... :) Lisa chin

    Are you sure??? But...if you say so... I hope you're having a wonderful day ^^ we'll be here when you need us ^^

    kirara May 13, 2018 9:15 pm
    You serious. Can I really msg you when I am sad or if you just gonna pissed later then tell me. Lisa chin

    No I'm super serious message me anytime lol

geliyen May 9, 2018 9:17 am

Hey is it true that when girls first time do that they get blood. I just read about it in a manga they say it's because of hymen. After knowing it I am scared. Won't it hurt like hell?? Oh my god now I just dont wanna do it ever

    bloop May 9, 2018 9:23 am

    short answer: anyone can bleed if you skip foreplay.

    Alectra May 9, 2018 9:24 am

    It depends. Some girls do, some girls don't. The only reason why girls might bleed from intercourse is their hymen (its a thin piece of tissue that covers your vagina) stretches or it was torn.

    ahgases May 9, 2018 9:32 am

    it really depends... when i did it for the first time it wasnt bleeding and im confused i had to check if his cock is small or something but luckily it wasnt the case. but it did hurt like hell tho. the second one was the best i’ve ever had until now uwu

    geliyen May 9, 2018 9:56 am
    short answer: anyone can bleed if you skip foreplay. bloop

    You are scarying me more now

    Anonymous May 9, 2018 11:50 am

    There is a very good video that answers your question in detail on youtube, here is the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ikXim4wevc
    It's by the youtube channel Adam Ruins Everything.

    Anon May 9, 2018 12:44 pm
    You are scarying me more now geliyen

    Don't be scared. This isn't true. Many but not all women bleed their first time but it's only a little bit of blood. It will look like more because it will be mixed with semen. It's just from the breaking of the hymen, a membrane of thin tissue. Not all women have a hymen or it doesn't completely cover the vagina or it broke in some other way (horseback riding, other vigorous exercise, etc.)

    Foreplay is important in that it releases natural lubricants in the vagina, which make penetration more comfortable. Skipping it doesn't necessarily mean you will bleed but you may be uncomfortable.

    Penetration should not hurt after your first few times. If it does, please see a doctor. Sex is meant to feel good and with a caring partner, it will.

    ebjean May 9, 2018 12:47 pm

    There may or may not be blood, but the first time is almost always uncomfortable if not outright painful. It generally gets less so the longer you've been at it. As one reply said, foreplay is important, though, and can make even the uncomfortable first time more pleasant. You aren't likely to bleed past the first couple of times, but it is possible if proper preparation isn't done by your partner, especially if they are well endowed. Don't feel pressured to engage in anything you aren't ready for. If you are comfortable with your partner and really feeling ready for it, it will be better.

    ermar May 9, 2018 2:08 pm

    i cant explain this in english but is almost impossible not to bleed the first time. some girls dont cause the thing is already broken from an activity(for instance:ballet) or isnt able to break(so u may have blood the 2nd time).
    about the pain: if u r not masturbating then prolly gonna hurt. if u do, then its okay.
    my first time didnt hurt but it was uncomfortable.
    p.s. when u r about to do it make sure to put an old blanket on the bed cause otherwise u r fked (trust me, at first i didnt realize that i was bleeding but when i looked at the bed after the bed sheet had turned red.)

    geliyen May 9, 2018 2:52 pm

    Thank you all to answer me. I am really glad that I am in this site. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

geliyen May 7, 2018 12:30 pm

It's just that I want to know how you all found out that you are gay or lesbian because in manga they just fall in love and then found out there sexuality. So how it happens in reality. And specially if you are indian then please reply how you found out your sexuality.

    Rocki 17 May 7, 2018 1:05 pm

    Hi, I am a bisexual girl and, in my case, I remember when I was 6 me and my friend (who was also a girl) used to play as mom and dad or just playing like the protagonists of soap operas so we used to kiss a lot like a loooot and I really liked her I was just a kid but I always wanted to play with her and we kept our playing until we were like 12 so yeah, I don't know my parents and even society were super close about sexuality. I took it naturally cause I always knew what I liked. My first relationship was with a guy when I was 15 and with a girl when I was 17

    HamesTheJames May 7, 2018 1:08 pm

    ah well for me its actually quite simple, have you ever looked at the opposite gender and got attracted to them, now the same thing happens to the same gender.

    Broooooooo May 7, 2018 1:19 pm

    I watched a bunch of kpop vids and then I saw both the men and women were equally hot and I said meh I think I’m bi but then I liked a gender fluid person and I was like nah I’m pansexual so yeah no big deal for me my parents weren’t surprised either. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Anonymous May 7, 2018 1:49 pm
    ah well for me its actually quite simple, have you ever looked at the opposite gender and got attracted to them, now the same thing happens to the same gender. HamesTheJames

    U r fucking thirteen , puberty didn't hit u wtf
    Do u know what u r talking about ?
    Lmfao

    Anonymous May 7, 2018 1:49 pm
    ah well for me its actually quite simple, have you ever looked at the opposite gender and got attracted to them, now the same thing happens to the same gender. HamesTheJames

    U penis-less brat

    geliyen May 7, 2018 2:15 pm
    U penis-less brat @Anonymous

    Hey you don't have the right to say him things like that. He was just telling us his opinion.

    geliyen May 7, 2018 2:17 pm
    Hi, I am a bisexual girl and, in my case, I remember when I was 6 me and my friend (who was also a girl) used to play as mom and dad or just playing like the protagonists of soap operas so we used to kiss a lot... Rocki 17

    Now i guess that for everyone it's same. Even if they are homo or not homo.

    geliyen May 7, 2018 2:18 pm
    Hi, I am a bisexual girl and, in my case, I remember when I was 6 me and my friend (who was also a girl) used to play as mom and dad or just playing like the protagonists of soap operas so we used to kiss a lot... Rocki 17

    And thanks for telling me about it

    HamesTheJames May 7, 2018 6:40 pm
    U r fucking thirteen , puberty didn't hit u wtf Do u know what u r talking about ?Lmfao @Anonymous

    yes it did
    also please stop saying lmfao like its the proper way to laugh you look like an idiot, are you really laughing soooo hard because im young and talking bout thos

geliyen April 13, 2018 4:19 pm

With the hero being like a demon(scary) in front of the heroine. Or like a bully. Thanks in advance.

geliyen April 6, 2018 5:35 pm

Hey can anyone recommend me some really addictive shoujo manga, it must have to be completed and really nice. Thanks in advance

geliyen March 20, 2018 4:01 pm

I wanna read some shounen ai manga nice fluppy and that at least have some kisses in it. I already read some manga those were nice but even in the end they did not do even one kiss. and I dont wanna read yaoi. thanks in advance

geliyen February 28, 2018 4:28 pm

I wanted to know that is there any animes about zombie, only anime not manga.

    LuluKillua February 28, 2018 4:30 pm

    Zombie Loan

    LuluKillua February 28, 2018 4:30 pm

    Highschool of the dead

    LuluKillua February 28, 2018 4:31 pm

    Sankarea

    geliyen February 28, 2018 4:41 pm
    Sankarea LuluKillua

    wow three animes, thanks for the help

    LuluKillua February 28, 2018 4:47 pm
    wow three animes, thanks for the help geliyen

    Ur welcome

    sakura1415 February 28, 2018 4:51 pm
    Ur welcome LuluKillua

    how bout manga/manhwa

    NekoNani February 28, 2018 4:55 pm

    Kore wa Zombie Desu ka

    Snow weapon February 28, 2018 5:32 pm
    Zombie Loan LuluKillua

    You can watch zombie loan on youtube or on kiss anime

    LuluKillua February 28, 2018 5:50 pm
    how bout manga/manhwa sakura1415

    " only anime not manga " was requested.

    WolfMarie February 28, 2018 6:41 pm

    GYO: Tokyo Fish Attack.

    Tokkou.

    Zombie Loan.

    Shisha no Teikoku (The Empire of Corpses)

    Biohazard: Degeneration(Resident Evil: Degeneration)

    Shikabane Hime: Aka (Corpse Princess)

    Highschool of the Dead.

    Sankarea (Sankarea: Undying Love)

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