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guyssss... should i? or should i not?? i want to read it, but i don't want to get hurt too ( ≧Д≦) ಥ╭╮ಥ

awww this is so cute.. i really really like this. and about the su*cide part, i really get why akiyama still did it, despite of someone or something. and im thankful he lived, and was able to enjoy life again.

i really like how easy to follow the plot is, and the plot twist at the end. i really like how Jarn acknowledge Fenrir, he was with him from the start and until his last breath( he became one with Jarn's heart). even pismanye, he thought of him as his child too. he's really caring towards them and he values them like of his own. I'm excited to the side stories as well

Quinton, you're getting sexier everytime I see you (✿^‿^). Wish you a good life, and a happy family.

I've read this way, way back then, and at that time, I was still kind of childish. My perspective on things was limited because I was younger. Now that I read it again, I realized how immature I was back then. I couldn't fully understand everyone in this story. I thought they were being selfish and only thinking about themselves. But now, I see it in a different light. Maybe because I've matured, my perspective has broadened, and I've had my fair share of similar experiences, I can finally say that I understand them, and I can relate.

It's really hard to choose between career and love. That's a question that a lot of people avoid answering because there's no easy answer. Some would choose their career, while others would choose love. But what I admire about this story is how it showed that your career can have more weight in your life, but that doesn't mean you have to stop pursuing love.

They chose to do the things they wanted to do while still having the support of the people who loved them. As someone who's currently building my own career, I think they're lucky to have someone who understands and supports them. And maybe that's the most important thing — finding a way to have both: a career that fulfills you and a love that supports you.

adios

quinton my loveeee.... i would he happy if you two will have a baby. I'll be the most happiest online aunt you'll ever have.

this is the saein that i want in the main plot omfg. he's so good and so fierce i like that attitude hun. imagine if that mr. goh from main story and this saein from side story, i wonder what could have become of them (✷‿✷)(◔‿◔)

time to close this and move on. i remember when i started reading this, i stopped and waited for it to be complete and start reading it again. all their sufferings are gone now, and hoping for their long and happy life. happy wedding

AHHHHHHH I'M SO EXCITED FOR THREESOME

this is a really great story. i had my own explanation or interpretation about this. i read some comments, wondering, and had questions as to why? what? how? may this interpretation help us understand what the story is all about. if i have different perspective tp yours, feel free to comment and point it out. i would love to read yours.

My interpretation is that Lux's connection, fascination, or why he was always drawn to humans originates from his time with Mikhail, not Carlo. When Mikhail formed a bond with adult Lux, he was sent into Lux's consciousness—or perhaps a different point in Lux's timeline, since dragons have different time perception—where he met and spent a long time with child Lux. During that period, Mikhail became an important figure in Lux's childhood, and their bond left a deep emotional imprint on him. That's the subconscious world. However, by the time Lux reached adulthood, those memories may had faded or become inaccessible. Maybe because it was already a long time, or it happened in his subconscious world. He no longer consciously remembered Mikhail, yet the feelings remained. This explains why Lux says he has always been drawn to humans without really understanding why. When he later met Carlo, he felt an immediate sense of familiarity. But I don't think he was actually recognizing Carlo. Instead, Carlo resembled Mikhail because Mikhail was his descendant, and that resemblance awakened the lingering imprint that Mikhail had left on Lux as a child. Lux mistook the echo of Mikhail for recognition of Carlo, when in reality the person his heart remembered was Mikhail all along.

If that's what the story intended, then it's a fascinating kind of causal loop.

Mikhail influences child Lux in the past, which shapes the adult Lux of the present. Then, in the present, adult Lux feels an unexplained attraction toward humans and a strange familiarity with Carlo because Carlo resembles the very person who influenced him in childhood. The irony is that Lux encounters Carlo before fully understanding that the source of those feelings is actually Mikhail, Carlo's descendant. In a sense, Lux is carrying memories that aren't memories anymore—only emotions, instincts, and traces of a bond that became part of who he is.

That's why the story feels bittersweet. It's not saying that Lux remembers Mikhail. It's saying that Mikhail changed Lux so profoundly that even after the memories disappeared, the effect remained. Lux forgot the person, but he never lost what that person meant to him. This is how I interpreted the story, and I think the author was exploring the idea that some bonds become part of us so deeply that even when the memories fade, their influence remains.