beta
when its been almost 4 years since the last update...
Now five lol
now six (〜￣△￣)〜
i dont remember much as i read it some years ago. i think it was korean, and it was completed.
the only things i remember is that the seme and uke started out as enemies of some sort, and the seme raped said uke at his house's entrance
towards the end, when they get together, they try having sex in the same position the uke was raped in and it gives him flashbacks and then he gets comforted
As in, its not just used for 'hot sex' but its the traumatic experience that rape and abuse usually are. i think ive only ever seen one uke that actually got ptsd from his attack. are there any yaois that take this seriously?
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kiraide_isasete/
Tbh this is the only one I can think of but it's also a bit angsty around the last chapters
it's hard to find any story like that :(
maybe https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/beware_of_the_full_moon_in_march/ ?
both main characters at least understand and acknowledge that the bottom was raped by the top/ml
i think the one also fits the bill. the story doesn't go that deep about the bottom dealing with his rape though. by the end of it he *is* healing
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/back_to_school/
lowkey feels like the author is trying to get rid of mika
Right? They don't want our ship to sail....... Like come on
Yeah coz mika real body was on that glass coffin... i dont know if that mika im just guessinh..