If mc was more shitty and actually a dickhead psycho narc criminal maybe I’d enjoy him getting beat and suffering instead of feeling bad because it’s a way of karma/revenge satisfaction (although improper and perpetrates a bad cycle or whateverrr). Some abusive ppl are abusive because it’s their normal and some are genuinely narcs who only care about themselves…. Probably.
Maybe I should read on to find out more and I’ll think about more stuff like how pos like Jingi ended up where he is and maybe making the story about abusing a narc psycho mc is actually a bad idea or something ¯_(ツ)_/¯
It would satisfy my desire to punish and inflict suffering on people who hurt me the same way even if I would never do it in real life. I just want scheudenfraude and karma. Watch them burn.
if anyone comes something with anger or revenge is only poisonous to you and forgiveness is the answer just shut up, I don't want to hear it. I'm tired of understanding and I went through that phase and it just makes me angrier n can understand the reasons but | don . have to erase my anger for
So yeah kinda wish mc was a terrible asshole
By its their normal i mean they grew up with it and suffered under it too.
And i get it’s perhaps more realistic to portray the mc as a balanced person than a villain because most ppl are not born evil
I do like how real this kinda is
Also for relatability and to portray the conditions perhaps
I like the art, at this point I’m just reading 99% of bl if it has good porn (which depends on good art), I’ve given up on good story lol
Story is not that bad, it has its own charm
Also why can’t it be a threesome
Kinda cliche
The telling isnt cliche. First in a while I've read where there first interaction isn't "buying the bottom" in some way
Is it really that common for guys to be like that towards another guy? It seems like they would get crushed by homophobia. Most would rather die than admit or make moves on a fellow guy.
It seems more plausible if mc was a girl that wanted revenge porn/pegging
I guess maybe because he isn’t straight and gives off gay vibes? He mainly has female friends too
well it is a fictional story, would be quiet depressing for every gay love story to be filled with homophobia
but also it is 2026, people are far more comefortable with themselves and accepting of others
True it’s fiction it could be any way the author wants plus there could be historical divergence
As for 2026 maybe in liberal cities but it’s kinda still not normalized. 99% of people will be respectful and not care especially if you’re a stranger but it’s still being a minority. Still awkward if you are in a general environment. Gay people tend to be mindful of boundaries and keep to their own community. Ofc not all of them. But if mc did not signal he was part of the community like in a known gay bathroom it’d be mad weird even for perverts to approach mc like that. Because only hitting on a woman is normalized or maybe woman hitting on a man. And who am I to understand the mind of perverts but being a minority does things to you
The plausible explanation I can think is maybe OP was giving trans girl vibes and attracting chasers. People mistake him for a girl or literally have a futanari kink. Because then some men will think it’s okay to dehumanize, emasculate, or disrespect them. Another is rich pedo
“And who am I to understand the mind of perverts but anyways being a minority does things to you”
I forgot to add “anyways” hope you didn’t think I was saying something weird lol
Also not OP but mc
I’m on Reddit too much
ohh i get wym better now. Youre right bc I dont think its very common for men to be hit on and harrassed so blatantly simply bc theyre feminine. It is pretty unrealistic in that sense. You made a good point abt chasers and such. I think the author wrote it that way for a reason for the MC to strictly be a top
Being offended by bf not getting hard at naked seems like a female thing
Because men understand the son stands up or doesn’t depending on all sorts of things…
sometimes you are just too tired or sometimes it stands up for absolutely no reason. And during rape it involuntarily stands up due to physical touch/stimulation and biological function regardless if he wants it or not. It doesn’t always equal attraction or none
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What the this is exactly what I'm saying in my mind
lol