I'm an idiot and believed the comments about it being good and for some stupid reason kept reading it and am finally dropping it at chapter 94 because I can't keep reading this genuinely disgusting shit. Also including that it has rape in the title so other idiots like me don't read it.
I never comment but I just need to get these emotions out about this waste of time. First off the Mcs revenge plan was stupid and he has absolutely no backbone he spends every second crying and getting hurt somehow, we're meant to believe he's good at his job??? hes a grown ass man crying every two seconds. For the first like 40 chapters I went from liking him to finding him incredibly annoying which is eh I could deal because ofc everyone was absolutely raving about how great this manhwa was. The horrors came soon after.
OVER HALF OF THIS MANHWA IS THE MC GETTING HORRIBLY RAPED what the actual fuck why did I keep reading it became more like a car crash you just can't look away from. The past 50 or so chapters I have read have just been dragged on scenes of the mc getting abused by this man. It's just the same thing after another, the mc feels joy for 2 seconds, ml can't handle that, rapes him and talks about how much the mc is enjoying it (he is begging for it to stop), ml does one tiny act of kindness (not even more so just not down right cruelty) and the mc is in love!
At some point I was only reading hoping that mc would finally go back to his family and escape that man. I felt hopeful for a tiny bit when in chapter 92/93 it was shown that he found his id (after ofc the mc stole it because we love abuse!) but no because then we couldnt have a happy ending we're they are together forever! he got him a fucking cake.
A CAKE
FOR THE MAN WHO ABUSES AND RAPES HIM DAILY
I know that he rapes him again in chapter 94 in fact! its the only one with a warning! the only one somehow despite it all being rape. I just can't do it anymore I hate this so much.
I enjoy a redemption sometimes its nice to see some well written character development (rape is unforgiveable) and that's what these comments convinced me I was going to read. This mythical character development that's meant to happen between chapter 94 and 108 after 94 chapters of this??? that's good writing to some of you??? isn't a character meant to idk change gradually?? I wanted to see how it would play out because I invested too much time into this. Please tell me how it does end but I just can't take it anymore im walking away.
feel free to defend this affront to humanity or say that im really weak and you've read worse as if that's a flex I have too I was also a teenager with unrestricted Internet access but I won't bother as I have had more fun writing this than reading the thing and I think seeing that people would be willing to put energy into arguing that this is peak somehow would crumble all the faith I had in humanity.
Thank you for reading my essay.
