I tried to read up until 53 and it's just an actual fucking mess..she's trying to girl boss but she's so weak in some situation. The story is actually all over the place. U will have a drama that is clearly meant for it to slowly buildup and it's some foreshadowing then next chapter like that thing didn't happen at all. The we have them say oh I love u, I love you too but divorce...get drunk, sex and repeat and she will be like ueueu what happened nah I wanna divorce and ugh no one is likeable in this story










Alot of people are saying she was trans but think of the time she lived. Being a woman and having to follow the social structure that even pants u wear make u a man. There are so many insistence like this have happened in the history that made women wanting to become masc or a "man" bevotbey had so little rights and both in body and soul that whatever was out of the norm for women would fall for "manly stuff"
Wearing pants not liking certain "feminine traits" and all that
It's way more complicated that just being trans but it's ok if u headcanon but I'm sure there are so many better rep for actual trans story