No matter in whose perspective, why does he act like he know what others people think. I absolutely hate when people does that. Especially when you like to drill your opinion into others without even properly consider others opinion. He make others to think more then twice even though they already got the answers.
the brother isn't entirely wrong though. for years the ml treated mc horribly so it is out of character for him to be acting like that. it's the ml's fault for stalling instead of just outright saying that he wants them to be together and raise the baby. the brother is just trying to protect the mc bcs they're already assuming that the ml's intention is to kick the mc out of his life the way he does for literal years
They really portraying most couple right now. One felt like others should know his feelings while other take for granted what was given to him and never try to express his appreciation. Both are soo in love that unconsciously hurting eachother because of no direct communication.
But the more I'm thinking, I think Leo personality and they way he live is almost like how an ADHD person do. The way they don't recognise what they doing wrong until people properly tell him, how often he loses his things, how he doesn't understand why people think he doesn't love them even though he is, gifting is his love language and many more.
I don't know if the author purposely write like that or not. But it definitely make me think leo have ADHD.
PS: THIS IS JUST MY OPINION .
MC literally live for her sick mother nothing else. She already gave up herself. ML also gave up but still wanting to live because of love just his got twisted. While MC fall for ML but don't have any courage to let go because of her mother. Now she had the chance but she doesn't know if she can handle it if ML gone. I think she never care whatsoever happen to her ' classmates ' or ' father'. There only 2 person she care. Her mother and her best friend. Another to add, ML. If she loses all of them especially ML and her mother on the same time. She'll die.
Pedophilic disorder is characterized by recurring, intense sexually arousing fantasies, urges, or behavior involving children (usually 13 years old or younger).
Sooo, I don't see the problem. Yeah he does take care of him when he was younger but does he attracted to him when he was a child? No.
It like this, you once babysit your friends younger brother. Just normal when you are teenager for 2-3 years. He always proposed to you. Then that younger brother always hangs out with you like eating out.
When he was 20, he confess to you again but you cannot help felt something with his persistence. You fall in love. Does is it wrong?
Sooo yeah... Plus in this world they literally half animal. They have animals instinct.
The baby sitting the friend's little brother thing depends on the age gap. You can be only a few years older in that situation and in a similar age group.
This story is more akin to a teacher dating one of their kindergarten students down the line. The adult watched him grow up....so yes it's wrong.
Can you, as a teacher and adult, imagine dating one of the kiddos you used to teach/watch? I personally could not.










People said this is trash and yes, it is a trash story about bl mafia's and spy. But do you think it makes sense for Mafia's to be a green flag and good person. They are Mafia's for a reason. They kill, do drug and defies laws. They are selfish. That how they survive. If it story about military, yes it doesn't make sense.
People romanticize Mafia too much when it is not. If this story wasn't for you then don't read it. They are for other readers. For example, I don't read thriller and horror because I don't like it. I even avoid lots of tragedy genre unless I know that I can accept the ending.
Do I complain to every story I don't like? NO!
Do I hate 'grapes'? YES!
Does it makes sense for Mafia's story to have 'grapes'? YES!
YOU NEED TO REMEMBER, MAFIA'S ARE MONSTER. THEY HAVE TO BE MONSTER TO SURVIVE.
Yeah but it's not fine when author normalize the rape and don't even show hey this is wrong okay , instead they fetishize the rape in bl.
It would be nice to see some phycological backlash on Benjamin side , like trauma , or how the rape effects him .
But we don't see that , when authors play around with dark themes they fetishize it especially bl authors.
That's where people get kinda iffy about how authors handle these type of things and it becomes an issue.
It's about how these bl authors handle rape .
And yk it's funny cause most bl authors are straight woman writing about gay porn fetishizing gay men .
Tbh tho we all know this is trash that's why I don't complain about this and ur absolutely right it's a Mafia bl we can't expect cookies and cream .
But my issue personally is how authors handle the dark themes and then fans reacting to it like it's Gold
I do agree with you that bl fans fetishes it soo much make it like the best of the best when in reality they are the most hypocrite. Tbh, it is hard to write dark themes and noir stories as they somehow in a grey area where 'normal' people don't understand what is really happening. Even if the author want to research, it is hard to know what is the truth or lies.
Most of the things we know is all from others people imagination rather than the people who truly in that situation. Mental trauma is delicate and everyone react differently. Same with love. I do know that if you blind from love anything they do become normal to you until you wake up. The confusion make you pick wrong decisions.
For this manhwa, I do think it still much better than other stories. For me, I hate stories written by Zig. I can never finish his/her stories. Fans love it but I definitely hate it.