So it's in jonsen era I believe and this dude really good with swards and such took in this little boy who was basically tossed out by his family. Years later the little boy is a grown man who was trained by the sensi and now he's known as the lotus flower or something like that. He's impregnated and keeping his sensi alive via his blood? I think? BTW the sensi was born under a red moon so he's cursed I believe. It's been awhile since I've read this one because I was waiting for it to finish, but I don't remember the name or author. Also sorry for the typos I have dyslexia and I was too lazy to look up the proper spelling.
It's a manga from way, way back (can't think of what time period it's called). The seme is either explained as a ying or yang type person and the uke is the opposite. It's basically omegaverse, but there's women who are trying to ruin the uke for the seme so they either can't have kids or so he (the seme) sees the uke in a bad light. I think the seme is either the king or a high born. there's smut and it's romance. I can't remember much from it, but I do want to read it again if anyone can get anything from any of the description at all. If you need more details I'll try to think of some more while I wait to get a reply. Thanks in advance!! <3 <3
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