Recc something that would make me suffer. Something that still lingers even after reading :>
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ouroboros_1/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/madk/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/love_sick_dog/
Not quite sure what you mean by break---these definitely broke me while reading them tho
Pls recc something gewddd :>>>
Its not here its on webtoon but "Beetle hands" I do have to say its very angst and psychological horror so be prepared
" https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_world_of_pieces/" Mc is a forced prostitute who gets kidnapped by a killer working for his gf. The mc will start a plan trying to seduce him
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/checkmate_1/
This one is more light, Mc always got second place in highschool, so he got obssesed and hated the top student, 10 years later he will make a plan to make him pay
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_beast_must_die/
This one is my personal favourite even tho the start is really nasty. The mc got his sister dead because of a rich guys gang/cult. In order to get revenge he tries to join the gang by asking for help one of the gang members (the ml) the story has a great plottwist

So i almost got caught hooking up with someone by my parents. Ik im so stupidd HAHAHA and now i feel so ashamed and guilty and everything.. i feel like im the worst person alive. Can yall suggest something where maybe the mc is being shunned just cus he was just exploring love and being human and just accidentally fucked up? And maybe the story starts with guilt but itll end with acceptance. I just wanna heal rn. I cant sleep cus of the trauma that happened