like fr bro i know Kaoru was so selfish and such abt always thinking of them being separated one day but it's also really hard to think you've already gone so much relationships in the past gave your everything but still you know, it's not their fault that if one day they left you out
it's just that you're not meant to for them and you clearly know it
but that ending... sobs
super fucked up and sad bruh but this is a good read with a "what now" kinda ending 9/10