Dear diary I’m beginning to lose hearing in my left eye and taste in my right.
Even with the amount of disturbing topics in this yaoi/bl, this one doesn’t make me repulse every few seconds. I can actually read it in a full sitting without any issues.
Only because I think this story does an amazing job at portraying how our mc experience's with someone who is constantly aiming at mc mind/way of thinking. Mc analyzing every aspect of the ml actions and how it should/would affect the mc and just the psychological effects on himself is eye opening.
It makes me want to understand more about psychology. Lololololl or in some sort of way. I can’t wait to see how this story will continue! I hope we get a better understanding at ml and his actions on why he does what he does. And if maybe..mc gets out of this #praying #probablynot #plsbeabittersweetending
I couldn’t even start this story without doing the kakeguri gesture and the whole meme as it self. I’ve been repeating SA SA SA KAKEGURI MASHO the whole first chapter. Okay sorry I’m gonna go finish this in 2 hours now.
Okay jokes aside this was definitely worth the two hours of staying up! Definitely give this a read! I quite enjoyed it. Gave me a good cry
you got my emotions right there after I saw this on toktik BWHAAHAHAHA
I feel like Cheol has so much internalized homophobia bc of his dad and that’s why he finds it so hard to accept that he still does love minyoung. But likeeeee factoring in the fact minyoung is crazy asf I wouldn’t love him either
I think it was the biggest problem when they were young but Cheol kind of accepts it better as an adult. The biggest problem now seems to be that Minyoung inflicted him a major emotional and psychological blow and just went offline after that. Which Cheol interpreted as Minyoung only playing with his feelings all along. So, chattered trust. An even now Minyoung has expressed very clearly that he wants to come back together, but he still expressed no regret and is yet to explain why he didn't make contact after the incident. Can't blame Cheol for feeling distrustfull and insecure...
Ouhhh I agree with your statement, you must do very well in analyzing your readings! 10/10 :3
I agree with what the other person said. But I'd like to add that it seems that Cheol would have forgiven Minyoung back when they were young if only Minyoung had come back. Cheol has never had someone who 100% supported him. Even his uncle, who seems to love him a lot, didn't want to admit that something was wrong in Cheol's house. He was in denial because he loved his brother and didn't want to admit that his brother was a bad father to Cheol.
But Minyoung loved Cheol unconditionally. And then he betrayed him by outing him and leaving without saying goodbye. Cheol, as an adult, seems better at standing up for himself. However, I don't think he'll forgive Minyoung unless Minyoung apologizes for what he did and explains his actions. I really do wonder why he did what he did.
Actually it's none of that. When he was young the reason he finds it hard to love Minyoung is because he "hates" him. He "hated" Minyoung for being so blessed. He "hated" Minyoung for always taking the 1st place in the exams which Jeong is constantly berated by his father for not getting.
In his adult life, he finds it hard to love Minyoung again because he felt deeply betrayed and abandoned by Minyoung. Jeong had no one in his life. His own family is abusive af and he doesn't even have a friend. Minyoung was the only one who was ever there for him. But for some reasons we still didn't know, Minyoung outed Jeong to his abusive father and disappeared for years, leaving Jeong all alone again and under the abuse of his father that hated he was gay. That's why Jeong got pressured in to get married to a woman. And that's why he haaaated Minyoung so much.
Damnnn you live up to your name fr, I can’t even be analyzing yaoi this much. But honestly your observation about the story is pretty spontaneous and on point. 10/10 to everyone under this comment LOL
Bro when I tell you I could not for my life figure out what was going to happen despite knowing a lot of outcomes from reincarnation stories was insane. I loveeee me a good story where I CANNOT easily figure out what will happen. The anticipation that comes from figuring everything out gives me such joy. This was so beautifully done, I’m glad they were able to fix their mistakes and live a happy life with their daughter. HAPPY WIFE HAPPY LIFE THANK YOU TO OUR MC FOR STAYING FUNNY AND REAL
Let me not be dramatic and rude but I genuinely don’t see how it would work out for the salon dude
Okay don’t get me wrong. I love the story line and the dynamic between the two characters. But must we have the black hair as a student? I get really icky when they get to sexual scenes because like he’s so young. Like it’s one thing to have white hair killing people but it’s another to make him a pedo? And black hair gets drawn so much like a child. Even the way white hair treats him is so child like. I’m lowkey only staying, in hopes for happy bear and ghost to be together. They seem cute. Other than that, anyone who isn’t too fond of concerning age gap. Don’t come in reading blind sided like I did LOL. But to everyone who doesn’t give two shits. Lets enjoy season 3 when it comes!
Is it goos? No rape/sa?
I’m scared
It’s kinda hard to tell if the sex scenes are rape or SA because our uke doesn’t really say anything or have a reaction from it. He kinda just accepts it when it first happens. He does enjoy it later in the story obviously. However if you’re sensitive to those topic I wouldn’t read it. But yk one to each own. Have fun reading if you do plan to read!
What are their age though?
18 and 28, it‘s consensual or dub con at most (i dont remember much since Ive read this a while ago
18… and 28…?????
Uhhhhhh hmmmm ummmmm….
I hope the 28 year old ain’t a pervert…
‘Cause an 18 year is barely a consenting adult…
But okay… i guess…?
I know I’m also concerned but its better than anything else bc everybody who has read has thought atleast once that the 18 year old is 15-17