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So uhhHHhh i think their is a duo in the trio im a part of so can someone give me the most OBVIOUS SIGN that im clearly being left out
when gc is always silent and ur always initiating (it means they priv message more than wanting to text w u)
when you catch them randomly making plans without you and not informing you. When they got their own inside jokes that they don't even bother explaining to you etc
When the convo flows and you try to butt in but get obviously ignored, they forget you while walking together
when they show interest/enthusiasm in conversations with eachother but are obviously dry with you (short/one word replies)
When all three of you are walking, stop and pretend to tie your shoes. If no one notices, then you're not a part of the duo. Because the partner in the duo will always take notice
If they start ignoring you then you'll see it
Oh shit this might take the crown
guys i lowkey feel like dying. 1st time was ok bad. But this 2nd time. Has me. On this insane suicidal train wreck that i feel so sick of anything and everything. Everything feels so heavy. Wat do i do.
You leave everything behind and go to the countryside. Play on a stream collect some awesome sticks and rocks pet some cute kitties and give some old lady a flower then stargaze. Then you eat a warm meal on a local shop thank the chef then ask a stranger for a hug. Go on a random place to scream from the top of your lungs and curse everyone and everything before you go to bed sing 10 happy songs have a warm bath then watch your top 2 favorite movie while drinking hot milk. I hope you'll feel like you again, good luck
Low-key kind of an unhealthy coping mechanism but what has been working for me is dissociating… it kept me alive for this long lol + Get professional help
And also keeping my head busy like reading bl, working, cleaning, watching movies… try to make yourself as busy as possible. Don’t sit still and don’t just do nothing. Remember that everything is temporary and it’ll eventually pass.