You leave everything behind and go to the countryside. Play on a stream collect some awesome sticks and rocks pet some cute kitties and give some old lady a flower then stargaze. Then you eat a warm meal on a local shop thank the chef then ask a stranger for a hug. Go on a random place to scream from the top of your lungs and curse everyone and everything before you go to bed sing 10 happy songs have a warm bath then watch your top 2 favorite movie while drinking hot milk. I hope you'll feel like you again, good luck

guys i lowkey feel like dying. 1st time was ok bad. But this 2nd time. Has me. On this insane suicidal train wreck that i feel so sick of anything and everything. Everything feels so heavy. Wat do i do.