beta
i loved the angst regardless of how extreme it was (guns offing and all) and i relate so much to cole except the fact that i can never project my own illness onto anyone like that... that part kinda threw me off like the toxicity is very clear but at the same time i feel bad for both him and alex bc the latter is clueless most of the times and the former never speaks up, if communication (and uh therapy) were present everything's would've been different in a good way but then we'd have no cole and alex bc that's how they're built and that's how their journey's supposed to evolve i'm really confused as to how this story is making me feel