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they will after longgg redemption arcs and a lot of angst, seonwoo expresses how he’s going to kill himself so siwon finally gives in, terrified and they become “strangers”, spending their senioir year apart and seonwoo can heal from depression. It’s gets rlly bad atm from the manwha onwards like REALLY bad tho. I can tell you what happens if you’d like but i really recommend the novel like it’s genuinely the best thing ever

Yes tell me please. I think it'll take so long for the manhwa to adapt. I can't wait

here!! so this is like 2/4 major scenes that happen before the redemption arcs, i’m sorry it’s rlly lengthy but this is my style of explaining as i don’t want you to miss out on important parts . i will summarise it rq if you don’t want to read; seonwoo gets bullied again by being mocked openly and ostracised, siwon torments him a bit, he tried to make seonwoo relive his SA experience out of anger that he wished he’d let shinju rape him so that he never would’ve met him, they get into a fight, in another scene he SA’s seonwoo. if you end up reading this whole thing and like my explanation then pls lmk because i can spoil other scenes if you’d :D !

okay, so at the moment is going to get much worse. seonwoo will start to get bullied again; people mock him, call him a slut to his face, slap the back of his head as he walks by, gossip about him right in front of him, shove past him, etc all because of Siwon and he just stands by to watch. then in this scene which will probably happen in the next few chapters, Siwon pulls a stunt. He gets underclassmen to restrain seonwoo and approaches him with the motive of trying to make seonwoo relive his experience with Kim shinju again, (as he was angry that seonwoo said he wished that he had just let shinju rape him back then so that he would've never met Siwon). He said
"I'm pretty sure Kim shinju used other people's hands too, didn't want to be that cowardly. I hope I meet your expectations" which seonwoo replied "No need. You've always been below my excoectations.". Seonwoo remembered the pain of being brutally hit by shinju (he canonically hit him just weakly enough to not fracture any bones, and also hit him where he was already bruised: so he said "I really hate getting hit. So go easy on me anyway." With a sad smile. He closed his eyes and awaited the beating, but nothing came. Siwon told the underclassmen to get out. Then, they had a small fight here. It's mostly just seonwoo thrashing around and Siwon mocking and restraining him. He said a lot of fucked up shit like saying "Look, I told the first years too leave so you wouldn't feel embarrassed. Tell me what Kim shinju did exactly so I can do it just like him. Tell me, did he touch you here? Or here? I guess I can't remember since he touched so many places" (OMFGGH I hated him here.).
Poor seonwoo became agitated naturally and tried to push him away. Siwon continued insisting and said "Tell me, did that fucker strip you too?'. Then seonwoo begged; "Just hit me! Hit me! Stop touching me like a pervert and just hit me! I said I'll take it." Then Siwon said something extremely fucked up. He said: " Seonwoo... why do you keep trying to fix everything using your body? First, you let me have you one time to end this relationship. Now you're telling me to hit you. No matter how much I think about it, the one treating you the cheapest isn't me, it's you.
You know what they call people who let people throw themselves around like this?" He smirked then finished,
"stop acting like a slut, seonwoo. Treat your self like an ends, not a means, right?" Seonwoo slapped Siwon and Siwon returned it. Seonwoo lost control and started thrashing around, where then Siwon pinned seonwoos torso bent over a desk and dug his legs into seonwoos knees. When seonwoo groaned, Siwon said mockingly
"You love this too much.". Seonwoo acts tired and when Siwon loosened his grip, seonwoo delivered a successful hit but when he tried to run, his ankle was grabbed. Siwon stepped on his head, then hand and said "Keep crawling up. I'm not going easy on you anymore, so go all the way with me." Seonwoo desperately asked, "What do you want from me?? Tell me and I'll do it. Just end this!", which Siwon replied "There's nothing particularly I want. Just playing around with you until I get bored." Youngjin came soon after to
help seonwoo up, where seonwoo insisted that Youngjin should help seonwoo by leaving him alone and ending their friendship.

There's this whole bathroom scene where people are mocking seonwoo but he wins luckily, I won't explain that part in detail but I'll explain the next. Siwon tells the guys to get out and shut up, right before this one guy was about to pick a fight with seonwoo. There's some dialogue which I won't explain (I reccomend reading the novel), but Siwon pulls seonwoo into a stall and starts kissing him. Seonwoo just allows it to pass as he just wants it to smooth over quickly. Then, Siwon sits seonwoo on his lap and he does sa him... he jerks seonwoo off, seonwoo tried to thrash but he was too tired and ended up freezing at the unfamiliar stimulation. He ended up orgasming because of it (absolutely not his fault ofc) and felt extremely shameful.
Siwon led him back to class. The thing is at this point, the relationship changed. Siwon was no longer trying to hurt seonwoo (not excusing his actions, but it's clearly that ever since recently, he's been holding back for some reason... he didn't do this with the intention of hurting seonwoo but making him "feel good" and to get off on it himself (poor seonwoo..)

sorry for the typos (￣∇￣")

Dammmmmmnnnnn..Thank you for the detailed explanation what a roller coaster

No worries! Lmk if you want more spoilers

Bro if you don't mind pls spoil more. Also, is the novel completed?

Yess it’s completed! You can read it on novelib.com for free, u don’t need to log in and the name is “Possibility of change”

As I said in my previous message, ever since Siwon touched seonwoo non consensually, he'd stopped tormenting seonwoo and here, his feeling of love for him are beginning to resurface. sexually assaulted by him, his mood felt really "shitty", he lost motivation easily, and that he kept dozing off in class (Later on it would be said that he has depression) . Siwon would just watch him quietly, not mockingly nor affectionately, just silently.
Seonwoo goes to the cafeteria at lunch, deciding that he deserves to eat to brighten himself up. He picks a table in the corner to avoid being the centre of attention, but it's no use. The crew that were mocking him in the bathroom scene approached him, talking shit about him to his face, repeatedly calling him a slut, etc. Seonwoo dissociates for a bit then asks "...Why are you calling me a slut?". He replies "I didn't say you were a slut. I said you were a fucking filthy slut." Seonwoo replies "What's a fucking filthy slut?", He replies "A bastard like you.", Seonwoo returners "What's kind of bastard am I?" But he is faced with mocking gazes and snickers instead. He pales in embarrassment and looks down. The guy answers "Guys who spread their legs for anyone are sluts." Seonwoo is about to deny it, but half way through replying "I haven't", he trails off. In his internal dialogue, he thinks "But it's true that I had offered my body to Siwon in a pathetic resolve to take what I wanted, and it's also true that I had came in his arms. So they're right? I am a slut?". The guy says "They say that every guy has fucked you untill you were a gaping mess", before spitting in his food. Seonwoo is quite literally on his last thread here. He is drowning in feelings of shame and self loathing, as the spit kept giving him flashbacks to the image his semen on sions hand.
Seonwoo loses it and fights the guy right there by dumping all the food on his tray onto him and hitting him with it multiple times. He wins the fight against him, however his cronies suddenly lunged at seonwoo, and were about to jump him before Sion came in and prevented them from doing so. Shin jaeyoung pulled seonwoo back. Seonwoo shrugged him off then approached the guy who was curled up on the floor and said "If you want to bill me for your dry cleaning, go ahead, but I won't pay for your beating; you deserved that. If both me and Siwon fucked as you said, why am I the slut and he's a person? If you're going to call me a slur, say it to both of us or when im not around because it feels really shitty. Say one more crude word to me and I swear I'll put my dick in your mouth." At that, he rushes out of the cafeteria. Siwon catches up to me and hold his hand. Seonwoo repeatedly tells him to let go whilst Siwon says "Seonwoo... your nose is bleeding..".
Seonwoo runs off and leaves to the secret place (the one
Kim Youngjin showed him.) It was reported by shin jaeyoung that Siwon had stomped each of the guys that had been involved the cafeteria incident, beating them to a pulp. Later on, he also went and stomped Kim shinju.

Damn this is so frustrating I feel so bad for seonwooI still don't forgive siwon. Urgh mann
Thank you so fucking much for taking your time writing such detailed summary

NO WORRIES!! And yess don’t get me wrong this is not the redemption arc at alllll siwon is still a fucking asshole he js gave up on hating seonwoo after a few days lol. it’s funny because he did all that just to love him again so soon..

anywhooo, i can send more if you want! there’s another interesting scene which happens next which is shorter, then after that it’s a close up on the redemption arc and then the second redemption arc! but for them i really do recommend the novel trust me it’ll make you cry it’s so sad

omg sry to baarge in the thread, could i also ask for spoilers for the rest of the novel thats wild i cant figure out how this cna end happily

lol so we’re all here reading the spoilers because we’re lazy huh?

plsss i rlly recommend the novel like i kid u not it was so easy to read di literally had to stop myself from reading bc it was so interesting and i wanted to savor it lol. it will change your life

If you do remember do you know at which chapter in the novel matches up with the most recent chapter of the manhwa??

18! but i truly recommend reading from the start for extra scenes and more detail ;D

Okay!! Thank you!!

Never enjoyed being a fly on the wall as much as I have today

Right!!! Its big but realistic
I hate those dicks that look like a whole ass arm

Dickxactly...BIG

But realistic