pilsangs such a heartbreaking character and based off how he was w the cat that died, he seems to believe he will die alone and was never loved. i believe he genuinely believes he will die unloved and alone. if you really think about it, he has been unloved for so long. he was not loved by his parents, not by his first love, and not by anyone—but for a fleeting moment, he thought maybe jooeon loved him too.
but of course jooeon did not ‘love’ him (i believe its more complicated than that but plainly he currently does not love him back), and now pilsang has truly never been loved by anyone in his life. he already has such low self esteem, and its so sad to see that the one person he thought could love him did not at all. no doubt this was a blow and a ‘reality check’ that he cant be delusional and think someone could ever love someone like him. hes so lonely, and it kills me as someone who adores unrequited love trope!!
so excited for this chasing arc, i rlly hope that man grovels for pilsang like he deserves ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ i hope mr woodcutter comes back quick!! out of everyone I think mr woodcutter, pilsangs subordinate and his android stone love him at least <3
also if anyone has any more unrequited love or a sad uke like this, pls give recs! always looking for some nice unrequited love stories ╮(￣▽￣)╭
ty for reading my ramble abt him!! this comment is so long…
looking for bl manwhas/mangas that have insecure ukes? like they find themselves incredibly unattractive, doomed to die alone, or impossible to love? ty!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
(bonus recs: unrequited love w/regret, completely out of their league seme, or black haired/gloomy looking/heavy eyebags uke!!)
All these mangas have situations where seme acts too
arrogantly, cruel, nasty or misunderstands uke and this leads
to their ukes leaving,rejecting or hating them. These are yaoi that
revolves around semes who realises they were
ASSHOLES, they deal with the CONSEQUENCES…
….
and their
rEGRET!
#Satisfying stories only
Regret Masterlist Part 2: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2778544/
⁃ taller ukes
⁃ tight hole defiled
⁃ big dick
⁃ sexy ukes
⁃ employee a/o boss ukes
⁃ student a/o teacher ukes
⁃ childhood/school/college friends
⁃ older ukes & age gap
⁃ younger/Shota semes
⁃ younger ukes
⁃ submissive ukes (w/wo BDSM)
⁃ rapist/asshole semes
⁃ cross-dresser ukes
⁃ sukes/sekes (versatiles)
⁃ established relationship
⁃ friends to lovers
⁃ coworkers to lovers
⁃ !ncest/ped0 kinks
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