honestly i love the plot now before you think im evil or anything its not really because of that but i get how growing up in rough conditions makes someone „evil“ and growing up in a „rose bed“ or whatever makes someone „good“ it DOESNT necessarily make a person grow up good, you might think that loving person makes a loving child but based on real life experiences its actually the opposite, i have met people with horrible life stories growing with golden hearts, and people with perfect mothers/fathers (or both) with narcissistic traits, when you have something and youre used to it you dont really value it as much as someone who doesnt have that, i do agree that the mc is unrealistic in some ways.. i liked how the plot had real life issues about this.. its true that its a battle of the fittest thats what it always was
side note: im so fucking sleepy im sorry if this didnt make sense i didnt make it past 6th grade (german grading system)
this is was like one of my favourites in 2022 but didnt get to finish, since then i have been addicted to drugs and eventually got sober, next month im visiting a psychiatrist and i have attempted to end my life 3 times in the soan of one month or two but anyways ill read this and if its as good as back then i maybe wont kms
Can I suggest reading the novel ? It has more dialogue and some stuff that wasn’t mentioned in the novel https://cherrymist.cafe/chapter/mlcd-chapter-1-1/
I’m sorry about your situation. I was passively suicidal, never got to attempt but it was in my head constantly but reading stories like these helped me. Especially this one. The loneliness and suffering these characters face and yet loving each other and their flaws made me feel happy. This story isn’t just one of romance but facing the complexity of our inner selves and how your environment shapes you. The complex nature of humans yet how even if love cannot solve situations, it gives hope for a tomorrow that the us of today can look forward to even if we don’t want to.
I hope you get better. You deserve to live and find happiness to continue going forward. No reason is stupid or childish even waking up just to be able to eat a specific food or watch your favorite show, is what makes life worth living
i dont understand why the twink is angry, i kinda get it but like you didnt want him like that in the first place you shouldnt get mad that ur hbs serious about him and also i get nanjo bro like mokyun or wtver cant act nice all of a sudden after doing those things to him, i understand everyones pov in a way









i have bpd and this is really reletabke esp with sh and stuff i swear my heart HURTS when im inlove