i once read a fanfic where 2 guys double teamed another. while they were seemingly just attracted to that one guy, they ended up kissing for the bottom's benefit since 1 guy thought he might think it's hot.
basically, what im saying is why can't the semes at least do a little something with each other even if it's just for the sake of nox getting off on it. 2 guys are literally touching dicks. why are yaoi authors adverse to seme on seme action in their threesome/foursome/etc content. :(
I feel like i read one recently where the two semes made out when the bottom asked them too, but yea I wish they'd all play with each other equally sometimes.
No right? Like I read one where the tops hated each other but one fingered (no dick penetration sadly) the other and they kissed like multiple times. It cant always be up to the bottom, tops gotta have some action with each other too when its more than three people. Hell even then they could do stuff together.
the way that he asks him if he's coming by his house, multiple times in multiple different eps, telling him he can come even when he's not drunk, just to hang out. and telling sangho he was excited to be seeing him when they were at work together in ep 12 or 13. yeongha saying in ep 15 he only was gonna check that text cause he thought sangho was interested otherwise he didnt care... he's so cute. i also like that he's blunt but his emotions don't really show on his face, mainly actions and words.
sangho i think Might like yeongha hasn't realized it yet and is uncomfortable with the possibility of a more romantic relationship - like in ep 14, he pulls away from him when yeongha says that they can do things other than sex, unless im misreading that. he could also have pulled away cause he realized he was too close to him in public? idk
well anyways, i like their dynamic, just 2 dummies. its cute
i want sex where jihyeok actually has a good time please PLEASE minimal "no stop!" and "wait!"
if jay doesnt let him top after this one guys i dont even know
didnt know that was an option thanks for opening my ass i mean my eyes
I will genuinely lose my shit
im like i love the slowburn and the next season when things get freaky crazy its gonna be Excellent
imagine reading this whole thing when its all complete. peak.....
i don’t think it’s ever gonna get actually “freaky”. i’m pretty sure the author explicitly stated that she does not intend on having any nsfw scenes unfortunately :( which kinda sucks cus i feel like it would go hand in hand with the themes and contexts? sigh
oh nevaminddd then
well im sure its still gonna be very good! just -smut
even tho it would have been p cool but alas!!
even in kihoons dream this guys slurping up hole
a dedicated eater, this one
"Slurping up hole"
its BEEN real with the abuse and trauma, like the first rape scene with verc made me ill because of how real is mental state during it was. they wrote his compartmentalizing of his trauma genuinely really well. when you're vulnerable already, you're an easier target for further abuse. it probably makes it easier for predators to blame their victims when they can point to their history when its just people continuing to take advantage of their weak points.
and sometimes, when justice isn't received for your suffering, you tell yourself, "well maybe it wasn't actually all that bad" because if you have to contend with the fact that you were failed by everything around you, you might not be able to keep going. this is shown in his mentality, particularly in this episode but also thru every assault scene with verc
god... sunwon..