is it ecofascist of me to expect the whole town to fall apart into unfettered chaos if Gyuwon dies and think it's better if the plot against him fails??
honestly I was on board for like 90% of this but wtf is that confession scene, it makes no sense for either character to talk like that.
here, i fix it:
jh: why didn't you tell me that it was all fake?
sj: because.... there was nothing to explain. it wouldn't have made a difference.
jh: what does that even mean?
sj: I'm not a good person.
jh: I don't care. I love you anyway!
sj: I'm allergic to that word. you don't love me, you just think you love me because you don't know me. that wasn't me in that particular video, but I've done stuff like that before.
jh: *agape with horror*
sj: see? I'm unlovable. go back to the hospital.
jh: *trudges back to the hospital sniffling*
sj: *closes the door, sighs deeply*
*before morning, realizes he can't live without changbin -- i mean, joohyun*
*runs to the hospital, gets into bed with jh, jh wakes up in sj's arms*
jh: sunbae, what are you doing here?
sj: i realized i can't live without you. i can't change my past, but i can change my future. i promise i'll never leave you and i'll protect you from the consequences of my past actions. *lays out his plan to actually do that and hold himself accountable*
idk i just feel like this would've been a better and more in-character exchange for them.
i desperately want this to be a story about Woonha healing Gyuwon's childhood trauma by giving him a safe space to get in touch with his buried anger+ aggression but i fear it's gonna be a story about Gyuwon teaching Woonha not to be such a hoe + accept gentleness/love.
gotta let this one marinate ╥﹏╥
idk who that guy is but i hate him already >:(
hoyeon’s ex
tbf ML was kind of a bad sub, he seemed very wooden and stiff about it all, the vibe was not vibing. i chalked it up to the author being bad at writing bdsm, but it turns out that was intentional. so uhhh i guess good job author-nim at foreshadowing and character development and visual communication and also shattering my hopes and dreams that we'd get a sadistic uke or seme POV story for once?
do the ML and MC ever get up to any consensual bdsm antics? the beginning has me hoping, but 9 out of 10 times it's another "and true love cured all my kinks" bs
Well for now no, the story focuses more on the drama. Hopefully, once they're together and happy, they'll be able to do that
No, minor spoilers but the ML doesn't actually have those kinks. The story explains why he ended up participating in it and it's actually a very sad reason.
ughhhh, but thank you for the forewarning T_T
i like how every scene, they can't decide if it's ageplay, puppy play, or master/slave play, so they just say fuck it and do all three at the same time
I eat it up every time hehe
Sometimes I don’t know if I feel like calling my dom daddy or master so I gotta toss around both to see what feels right in the moment.
Yep. My first one was hard boiled love and I was genuinely uncomfortable while reading.
maybe i'm in the minority but i love their conflict in this chapter. joo-an aggressively hugging/crushing seojoon while seojoon cries and calls him a liar?? ugh YES PLEASE I WANT MORE
also, imagine getting suplexed immediately after cumming
LMAOOO JOOAN GOT DROPPED
ALSO THEIR ANGST IS SO PEAK ANYONE HATING JUST DOESNT UNDERSTAND
hottest vanilla sex scene i've read possibly ever?? *fans self*