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Spoil it for me how does it end

So basically Jiwook gets gang r∆ped a 2nd time after being caught trying to escape with the help of Kim suhyeok(not really, he kind of set him up)and the big guy who r@ped him the first time. Juyeon sets up a thing where the people who were beaten up by Jiwook in the past can get their "revenge" they even piss on him and his private parts(the reason for this, idk

And that's it, that's the last chapter in the novel?

kinda-ish. extra chapters are the real ending

Bruh I had a lot more but it was deleted for some reason

The last chapter in the novel (which is actually a extra) was most likely one of the most disgusting things I have ever read fictionally.

TW beastiality

The top gets a dog to the house. After some time the bottom gets horny when top is not at home and puts peanut butter on his privates and lets the dog lick it. Then the top finds out about it and makes the dog fuck the bottom..

I wish I was making this shit up. Also it was so out of character for the bottom to do that

Oh I didn't read to that part I only read the revised one with the sex machine .

Sorry cause my stuff cut off for some reason, so after the gang r@pe(Basically Jiwook escapes with the help of Kim suhyeok after Kim confronts him at a party saying he knows what happened and he saw the video for the first gang r@pe/assault by Juyeon but Kim suhyeok didn't really help him he kind of set him up to get r@ped by thee big dude that participated in the first g@ng r@pe under the guide of helping Jiwook escape. Juyeon knows where bro is at and come to find out the big guy is related to Lee woojin, the guy who gave Jiwook amnesia and told a traumatized Juyeon about Jiwook condition and kind of groomed him for revenge. Juyeon gets multiple people that Jiwook beaten back in the day to r@pe him ),

Jiwook is out of commission. He's brought to a hospital. I think he was out for two days he recovers and as Juyeon is ranting to him saying how it's unfair he's the only one that feels like shit when Jiwook was just as bad as him but Jiwook can't remember so he feels shitty. Jiwook remembers now, and apologizes, he explains(after Juyeon asks why he did it) that he tormented Juyeon because he was scared of being judged as Gay for liking Juyeon and he wonders if he and Juyeon could've been in a normal relationship without all the trauma. Juyeon is somewhat bitter that he was tortured for such a miniscule reason but when Jiwook begs him not to abandon him Juyeon was on some Hyuna ish with the " You're my one and only weakness". So they get drag each other down. I think before all this we do get flashbacks to Juyeons middle school life and we see what happened (Juyeon knew what type of person Jiwook was, literally their first meeting was somewhat unsavory but Juyeon thought he was cool. Despite his mom's multiple warnings he saw Jiwook as a cool older guy so he fell in love.) Jiwook basically sexually exploited girls before Juyeon, he left Juyeon to get r@ped, by his friends after recording a forced sexual act, he abandoned him in the bathroom with a vibr@tor in his ass and a janitor/staff (I think) ended up discovering Juyeon.

Jiwook ends up developing a personality disorder, he starts to see figures and voices of his abusers formed from his own guilt(Basically telling him to kill himself and saying who forgives him and talking about how he deluded himself because him and Juyeon were coexisting comfortably, somewhat like lovers. They talk about all his other victims before Juyeon).(Him and Juyeon live in somewhat of a love limbo, it's between love, loneliness, and obsession),

Juyeon walks in on him trying to commit suicide and freaks out. Jiwook confesses that he hears voices and they only go quiet when Juyeon is around, Juyeon says something like if it's too hard do you want to get admitted to a mental hospital. Jiwook immediately refuses. I think they go anyways and Jiwook says the person was too judgy, he's prescribed meds which makes the voices go quiet but he found that he really likes Juyeons panicking/worrying for him. So he cuts himself I think and does various suicidal acts, he attempts a second time but Juyeon doesn't respond with worry he becomes exhausted because of having to constantly watch Jiwook try to kill hisself. Jiwook freaks out saying he just wanted Juyeons attention and that he won't do it again. I can't remember what happens after that. I do think there some extras, but it's mostly sex and them not knowing what feelings they have for each other.

I think it's acknowledged when Jiwook is yearning for a normal relationship that they can never have one because of what they did to each other so it's kind odd(Juyeon states that they can't have a normal relationship), like if I were to describe their relationship its numb and icky, there's love there but it's thin and buried beneath hatred and a cycle of abuse/violence. It's s crazy because Juyeon originally didn't even want revenge because he felt it wouldn't be right due to Jiwook not remembering (Jiwook actually remembered everything else but not Juyeon and I think the previous victims but it's confirmed that he doesn't remember Juyeon), but Jiwook actually said something(in a very Jiwook like manner) that made Juyeon rationalize his thoughts of revenge and go forward with it, with Lee woojin egging him on in he background

its just annoying to get notifications about an update just to see a random unfunny image and people are frustrated

Bro please shut up. People are mad that they are getting unnecessary notifications over some stupid unfunny shit. No one gives a shit about annoying childish humor. Shit is mad unfunny

One of a kind right there (:

That scared me so bad

me too ☠