I'm reading the officials so that's where im at and uhhh i think id probs end myself if i finally connected this way with the person i've been in love with, and they end up throwing up after finishing T-T i can see why it happened but MC has no clue. I understand his dislike of affection towards the other guy.
Had to literally skip most of it cause i AM NOT gonna subject myself to seeing any kind of "i'm so sorry" from that women. Hyesung is right, why couldnt she have done that from the start. Im glad he knows he cant just forgive her after meeing once. She didnt just abandon him, she knowingly left him with his abusive father & didnt care about trying to bring him into her life until AFTER her new family rejected her for lying. Dojin pisses me off even more everytime he treats their relationship as if it's not as serious of a situation as it should be. I still stand by Byul not being in the wrong for wanting them to get along bc he doesnt know how badly it effected his mom when they first met in the past. He doesnt know or understand how much their relationship dragged Byul down when he was younger. Seeing her happy & taking this visit as a "oh, we made up & he will be apart of my life now" thing just shows how much she just doesnt know her son or see how bad of a mother she was to him. I feel as if i take this too personally for it being a fictional story but I just connect to Hyesung too much to not feel a certain way about the ppl around him.
You know what you couldve done? Stayed out of his damn buisness smh. It still irks me that he went ahead and paid off the loan after MC kept telling him to leave it alone. I fear the knowledge of knowing his debt can just be paid off or his son can just get money from someone is making his dad worse
I feel like the MC may be a little strict but it seems like he has some sort of issue with "being a burden" to others. It also seems like his lack of romantic/sexual relationships have caused him to think he may not be worthy. The whole "hopfulIy they wont take the baby" thing also makes it seem like the baby is his only true connection he's had with anybody. I dont see the MCs' aloofness/indifference to be a bad thing since he didnt even get the chance ro develop a genuine reationship with the ML before they slept together. Wish there was a bit more reassurence or at least clear comunication from the ML. The ML seems to be a bit too prideful & thinks the MC doesnt like him in anyway(which I dont think is the case). Like the explaination the MC gave about his face blindness wasnt "good enough" to be the reason was indifferent to him when the ML was hitting on him at the office. Idk, i seem to not like the ML much cause he's giving spiteful. Which is kinda icky cause like, what do expect when you slept with a drunk person who barely knew you??? I know their relationship will evolve & everything but my current feelings are "like the MC, getting kinda icked by the ML" (・・;)
MC is definitely also getting icked by the ML LMAO
They both have this logic where they think certain things are "impossible" which is the core of them not understanding each other
The ML who seems to be so used on getting everything he wants baffled by MC idgafer attitude
And MC "I'm a defective omega" mindset









I NEED THE NEXT CHAPTER NEEEOOOWWWWWWE(*`Д´)ノ!!!