don’t mind me,,, just a novel reader abt to cry bc they know what’s gonna happen next hsshsbbejdkdnddn ┗( T﹏T )┛
ok so,,, (MASSIVE SPOILERS)
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iirc, basically soon after this arc, the older brother of ethan and lucas will kill lucas in the middle of the night and paula will accidentally come across him as he’s dying and lucas tells her to run. she does and when the morning comes, i think the head maid dismissed her and brought her to the forest, saying that paula’s not needed but it’s actually a cover up to just kill her bc of the butler (or something my memory’s hazy) but the head maid lets her go since she feels empathy towards paula. it’s also important to note that vincent was out of the house dealing with something or busy since he had no idea she was leaving. paula encounters ethan on the way to the nearest town, who acts super sus and offers to drop her there using his car, but is still chill. anyways theres a time skip once paula leaves. im assuming that’s where they’re gonna end the first season ╥﹏╥






As a person who figured out very early on that i was aroace, seeing chika run around and think so critically of love and romance really resonated with me
even though i had figured it out early, i was still constantly doubting bc of past experiences but i also came to the conclusion that i will just let my sexuality be what it wants to be
also that one scene where she finally finds a label for how she feels and wonders what would happen if she just kept going without knowing lgbtq exists,,,,, yeah that hit a nerve