Can anyone recommend me some sad bl, like genuinely gut wrenching, like I’ll think about it for the next month or so. NO HAPPY ENDING I WANT TO FEEL MISERABLE
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hate_no_kouya_de_vacances_wo/
Ch 2-3 is the story. Enjoy. I've read it like 5 times, took 4 times to stop crying

I DESPERATELY need to know where I can find the rest of this manga. It’s called “Yokosu Inu, Mekuru Yoru”, and some of it is uploaded on this site but it hasn’t been updated in literally five years. I need to know what happens next!!!