Taramtaram

Right before he's about to put his penis in her she's like wait it looks like my husband's and asks him to let her have a closer look with a magnifying glass cuz he told her once that she could and blah blah they have a lil back and forth. Eventually he let's her see it with a magnifying glass while he pleasures her with his fingers (probably to distract her) but she sees slight differences and says his is bigger than her husband's. And then she asks if it's possible her husband used a prosthetic penis to change the size. Then he's like yea whatever just feel for yourself and BOOM penetration starts (with protection ofc). ML suddenly mentions he hasn't used surpressors in a long time (so basically for the sake of his job he'd take medication to suppress his libdo or something incase the occasion comes where lust might get involved yada yada) and I guess he mentions that in a way to say he hasn'thad sex in a while? Anyways, they're having a great time, the main girl then has a lil thought that she just wanted to feel pain but he's actually making her feel good and that's pretty much it. Chapter felt hella short imo. Anyone else could add anything I may have missed.

Dang, yeah ch feels short

Guilt...perhaps? :/

well technically yes everything turned out how he wanted it to be. But for me i think he probably feels jealous and horrible about the entire situation. If I were the crown prince I’d definitely feel all sorts of emotions and be all over the place—yes i finally got her but at what cost yk? she chose someone else and would die for that person. Well that’s what I personally think about his situation