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Right before he's about to put his penis in her she's like wait it looks like my husband's and asks him to let her have a closer look with a magnifying glass cuz he told her once that she could and blah blah they have a lil back and forth. Eventually he let's her see it with a magnifying glass while he pleasures her with his fingers (probably to distract her) but she sees slight differences and says his is bigger than her husband's. And then she asks if it's possible her husband used a prosthetic penis to change the size. Then he's like yea whatever just feel for yourself and BOOM penetration starts (with protection ofc). ML suddenly mentions he hasn't used surpressors in a long time (so basically for the sake of his job he'd take medication to suppress his libdo or something incase the occasion comes where lust might get involved yada yada) and I guess he mentions that in a way to say he hasn'thad sex in a while? Anyways, they're having a great time, the main girl then has a lil thought that she just wanted to feel pain but he's actually making her feel good and that's pretty much it. Chapter felt hella short imo. Anyone else could add anything I may have missed.

Dang, yeah ch feels short

Guilt...perhaps? :/

well technically yes everything turned out how he wanted it to be. But for me i think he probably feels jealous and horrible about the entire situation. If I were the crown prince I’d definitely feel all sorts of emotions and be all over the place—yes i finally got her but at what cost yk? she chose someone else and would die for that person. Well that’s what I personally think about his situation

i mean shes clinging onto any bit of hope she has. I see it as her trying to survive. What do you suggest she does? Kill herself or let herself be ripped apart by 3 (well 2) men trying to chain her down? And with it being all "lust and desire", well done youve figured out what every single person besides the fl feels for herself. Shes scared, she vunerable and shes traumatised let the girl spend a few sweet moments with her beloved lol. But i do get your point and that she wasnt thinking logically but emotions and logic dont work together and i think at this point of the story she wants to stop thinking eniterly.

Ngl good point. It's just that at first she seemed like she's sick of these ppl desiring her cuz she was just selling her body away like that without batting an eye, now she goes badump badump on every skin contact with roger. She might really have lost sight of her original goal, and is now tryna live the best life she can live in this universe (though her plan sucked, cuz guess who we have standing at her front door)

thank you and yeah i get what u mean about her being stupid and i agree but i also think shes scared of roger not desiring her once her effect has worn off. Her plan has defintely changed and atm i think shes in delusion. Delusion that things will work out for the best and roger truly loves her for her. I think its her last attempt of keeping sanity.

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