i mean shes clinging onto any bit of hope she has. I see it as her trying to survive. What do you suggest she does? Kill herself or let herself be ripped apart by 3 (well 2) men trying to chain her down? And with it being all "lust and desire", well done youve figured out what every single person besides the fl feels for herself. Shes scared, she vunerable and shes traumatised let the girl spend a few sweet moments with her beloved lol. But i do get your point and that she wasnt thinking logically but emotions and logic dont work together and i think at this point of the story she wants to stop thinking eniterly.
Ngl good point. It's just that at first she seemed like she's sick of these ppl desiring her cuz she was just selling her body away like that without batting an eye, now she goes badump badump on every skin contact with roger. She might really have lost sight of her original goal, and is now tryna live the best life she can live in this universe (though her plan sucked, cuz guess who we have standing at her front door)
thank you and yeah i get what u mean about her being stupid and i agree but i also think shes scared of roger not desiring her once her effect has worn off. Her plan has defintely changed and atm i think shes in delusion. Delusion that things will work out for the best and roger truly loves her for her. I think its her last attempt of keeping sanity.
So fl really thought she could live for the rest of her life with one of the three men that are overly obsessed with her? And the other two still out there walking freely? Im disappointed in the fl tbh, she was thinking with her brain at the beginning, now its all lust and desire