all characters are questionable there ain't a single one who's innocent they're all equally guilty and dark and insecure and jealous, first cocaine honestly can't help but have a love hate relationship with him. I STILL LOVE YABA MORE THOUGH this the type of story that'll make you keep going even though yk there'll be a lot of insane twisty shit going on
what u all i read the comments here and first let me just address.
the necrophilia part wasn't really stated clearly, it wasn't sure. why? Kang Giha was the one who told yaba about his ml having segs with the dead (another singer in paradiso, who tried to escape but got caught and was killed by Giha.) he told yaba this when he was getting jealous. Ml stab him with a ballpen in his ear btw. also Yes, Yaba is also a healer but a different one. if cocaine can heal yaba can make you obsessed with him, there's 3 types of healer it'll get revealed later on. Kang Giha thought Cocaine was the perfect healer which btw ain't true. Also is it really worth the argument when we're all aware that this stpry is dark as shit. ALSO COCAINE AIN'T THE WHITE LOTUS/VICTIM/KIND character u all first thought of him as.
he got this obsession towards beauty products and cleanliness and stuff bcs of all the drug he was forced to take. also MAY IT BE YABA OR COCAINE TWO OF THEM ARE VERY BADASS EVEN AT THE TIMES WHERE THEY'RE AFTER EO's ASS. cocaine will actually get jealous/threatened with yaba. (novel yaba is so pitiful) also shout out to the unjust death that will happen later on.
cha yiseok was literally like: I'd kill for you.
Y'ALL ARE GONNA LOVE THIS ALSO DON'T EXPECT ANY FLUFF THIS STORY IS DARK DARK. i love cha yi seok sm. and yaba omg best cp i must say the relationship between them isn't toxic. i understand that a lot may be confused rn but one things for sure the novel is an absolute masterpiece, the story can be a bir confusing esp om this part yaba is the narrator and he's suffering from some major mental health issues (he isn't really fat, it's all in his head. also cha yiseok is the best ml. like man was down bad. but here at first he can get pretty annoying.) also spoiler alert. the boss/the dude who yaba met when he was 14, has a thing with him like he was POSESSIVE towards the kid and he got this weird obsession towards yaba (what cocaine said on this first few chapters will make sense at the end) . he got the hots towards yaba and i really fucking hate him. in the end he got what he deserve ONE WORD: MASTERPIECE I LITERALLY SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THIS. DIDN'T THEY WOULD MAKE THIS. also translator was right they toned this down actually at the first scene (yaba & his bro) TW: might get siblingcest? his brother have a thing with him too!!! kinda the reason why he's so angry at cocaine, honestly it was so sad they could have been friends only if yaba didn't have go go through sm! also cocaine have his own story. watch out for the plot twist it will blew your mind.
im so done with jooin he's so frustrating actually at first i feel for him. yahwi is a walking redflag BUT the continuous stupidity annoyed the hell out of me. and then there's Cain part of the reason why i chose to not continue reading this is qs of him too ik in the end jooin we'll do something VERY stupid things and cain we'll end up apologizing again IT'S SAD AND EFFING ANNOYING. IF U LIKE YAHWI THEN MAYBE TALK TO HIM LIKE SIT TF DOWN UNTIL U BOTH RESOLVE IT. HE ALWAYS WALK OUT IS SO GODDAMN ANNOYING. OVERALL THE MC OF THIS MANHWA AT FIRST WAS LIKEABLE BUT AS IT GOES ON HE BECAME AN UNBEARABLE CHC.







give me the doctor. the mc and the seme can go fuck with that horse like Frankenstein dick.
Fr why is it so grey