Dude this had so much potential. I love how fucked up it is and how none of the characters are likeable. Not a single one - except for that candy-obsessed lieutenant. But they all look the same, reading it was rough. I did like the vibes so I'm looking forward to their next work. Hopefully their art has improved since then.
Tbh I like that Jaemin didn't have a linear growth arc. I like how messy it got between Teayoon and him before it's going to get better. This is pretty realistic interpretation of being with someone who has a personality disorder. They're impulsive and have little to no emotional regulation and often self-sabotage themselves. When they meet someone who loves them, they have no idea what they're feeling and how to reciprocate in a healthy way so they get obsessive and controlling because they don't want to lose it. Which of course, is very counterintuitive. Also, Taeyoon isn't spared either. He has a bad pattern of troublesome boyfriends and needs to work on himself too.
I love how this is developing! It's so juicy and messy ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
I like the way you explained everything but I absolutely hate this type of stories. People like Jaemin need therapy not love. A person who doesn't understand that they need to communicate to make others understand him is absolutely not normal. I don't know why Authors make fucked up stories like this when they can just make better stories. This type of stories literally say one thing "I'm fucked up and I need to heal , so I fuck people to change myself. And the bottom's hole is just the only way open in the whole world for me to get better." Fucking and traumatizing is the best way to go on in Bl Lol.
Oh yeah agreed! I'm in therapy myself so for my own mental health, I like to imagine that the characters do in fact go to therapy but we just don't see it. And that authors aren't therapists themselves so they wouldn't know how to write those scenes. Delulu is my solulu because ain't no way someone this unstable is figuring out how to heal all by themselves irl. But I would argue that they still need love or they'll lose any hope of motivation to get better. But yeah that love doesn't have to be romantic.
Very glad to hear it ! I used to think mental illness isn't a big deal but now I go through severe mental pressure everyday ( it's not a big deal , it's all for studies ) I understand why people take therapy. I'd take therapy too but somehow in my crazy society, people will start thinking I'm mentally crazy if I go to a psychiatrist .
Oh I totally understand. My culture is like that too. I used to ask my friends and family if they can help me find a psychiatrist and they would just say "you don't need a therapist, you're fine". After I completed my studies and got a job, I started telling my mental health more seriously. And most importantly, I didn't tell anyone when I started therapy, I told them later once I started making progress lol








Now I love me some exhibitionism outdoor sex but for my own sanity I'm going to pretend those kids bursting fireworks were far away at that point.
Exactly that was so fucking weird (-"-;)