Daydreamer

I wonder if he has to open about his past, especially about him, to finally say those words, because like he said, he already show us that he loves him and treasure him, but it’s so hard for him to say those words because of the other guy, does he want to curse at him, does he want to let it out , all the pain and sadness that the other guy caused

I had to read 206 chapters to finally write what I think.
I don't find the professor attractive at all, it's even creepy sometimes, but the author make so romantic the sex scenes that I forget about everything and find the scene enjoyable.
Leaving that aside, just wow, It's impressive how just a few words change the atmosphere so abruptly.
Another thing that I was expecting a lot in the early chapters was that the uke will play a song about anger, pain, and sadness when he was trying to found the “sound” that he lost, because all the harassment from the professor, his family (talking about the family, the reason he forgive them it because of the love for them and because her mother said that she was sorry, even so, I found it to easy, for the trauma that he show us at the beginning for them and their lack of support I was expecting a deeper conversation but okey)and the other students, but no.
I will like to leave my comment in some chapters because after 206 I forgot what I got in mind, but we'll, at least I said something that was on my mind