beta
does anyone know manga title the uke loves cute frilly shit and cross dresses then one day seme found out accidentally and blackmails uke to go on a 'date' with him and they fell in love
or something...
Is this someone else's BL manhwa?
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/someone_else_s_bl_manhwa/?av=1
I mean it never mentioned falling in love,, but there's a guy who crossdresses and two people catch him.
its houkago edge but ohmygod thank you for this im looking for cross dressing contents and this is aawesome (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
yesh yesh thank you guys~~!! ヾ(☆▽☆)
np(▰˘◡˘▰)
lol idk why im doing this but this site's people is probably the only one i can trust hohoho
im not claiming to be depressed but im just...feeling empty this days like what am i doing and whats the point of everything
i tried to get this emptiness out of me by focusing on hobbies (aka yaoi, books and shit) but all it did was take me to a short lived happiness.
i smoke and all it did was muddle my mind and make me feel a short lived comfort
i talked to a friend but im still not doing okay
plus whenever monday rolled in and i thnk of school i want to throw up and cry but i cant bc thats shameful and im around my family 24/7
we dont have rooms of our own, we only live in a studio apartment of one room.
i cant cry on the bathroom either bc ill fell pathetic
anyways whenevr i think of school i just want to kill myself
and now i had an argument with my mother and she doesnt understand me
i dont blame her
i dont understand myself either
and now im starting to think that maybe...juts maybe
that if i die today or tomorrow it's okay and not scary even though im aware that im going to leave people i love behind
but the thought of death is like an embrace that promises safety
hahaha
Hey, I get that it's difficult but don't give in. Maybe it doesn't matter to people if you give in or not but force yourself if you have to, to not give in for your sake. Because, we get to live in this world just once and by shortening that time, you're missing out. Think of all the people who wanted to live but couldn't.
I can definitely relate to you, so my advice may be rough, Why do you want to die? Eventually this will pass, along the way you may experience rough things but that's just how life is, at the same time you'll also make good memories.
When I'm feeling what you're feeling, I usually just think of the future and what could be, that usually takes the thought away. It makes me not want to miss out on life.
Maybe it'll work for you?
Hmm, if you are not depressed then you have mental illness. If you are feeling like that, it is advised that you should go see someone and talk to them about your problem, as soon as possible. But honestly, I think what you are going through right now is kind of a symptom of a depressed person. You are even starting to think of suicidal thoughts. Do not ever give in.
I've been dealing with depression too, for 14 years. I'm still trying to deal it with myself but I am starting to realize that I can't do this alone anymore. So I'm trying my best to make my mom and even my sisters know what I'm dealing. It's hard because, yes, I know they are worried, but as someone with depression (and is getting worst), we see things negatively.
If you have something that would even make yourself happy at least, even a little bit, hold on to that something. Try to make yourself happy, absorb yourself with it. Don't let go.
With all the trolls here its probably not the best place if you want help, be careful and dont listen to them if ever.
Anyway, i understand how you feel, i am also feeling like an empty shell most of the time. My suggestion is trying to seek psychological help if its available to you. Dont try to bear this all on your own, i did, for almost 15 years and it didnt do any good. Sometime its the chemical of our brains that is unbalanced, maybe you need medication but youd need to see a professionnal.
You are not alone, you are not empty (even if it feels like it) hold thight to the very few moments when you might feel something, hold on and try to get some help, you deserve to be better.
I too have experienced that. I thought it was the imbalance hormones caused by the red tide but nope. It was not. I was soooo down. I was sooo down that I did nothing but sleep. And my mom too did scold me and just ranted ratatatatat but I slept and slept because I feel empty.
I feel empty and sad and just I thought I was going insane. I thought is this how insane people felt when they were almost there? And it didn't help I have no one to talk to. I can't share because I am me. I kept bottling everything. I kept and kept and maybe that was it. For days I felt like I was nonexistent. That I had no purpose. That I was a trash in this world. Imma cry so Imma stop.
But, I didn't end it. Lookie here am still typing. And maybe this is why. I wanna tell you it's not the end. That suffering will pass I swear. One way or another it will. Because the only thing that is constant in this world may change. I wanna say thr right words but I'm just a potatoh. But, I really want you to get through this.
My motivation before? I want to see myself smile again. I wanted to believe that there was surely a way out. I wanted to hope because if that's what's going to keep me alive I will have it. Because I'm not done. This world gave me so much suffering that I think I deserve even just a tiny love. And you deserve it too. Not just tiny. I think yours gonna be hella big.
So, hope for a better tomorrow. Imagine that awesome future in your mind because you've come this far surely you'd want where this life takes you. I hope you give yourself another chance at life.
Much relatable to.
this was so cute and healing.
almost made me wish for angst ngl