Rose's Manga

Prison. Myeonjis ass in exchange for freedom from punches. Fucked by fucked up people which inevitably makes you think gore raw deadly but nah bro that nip licking game was FIRE!!! But them cutting HIS NIPS FUCK! Naur. Anyway, Hyeonjae wants his ass and I pray for the day that happens sooner. I wish this is going to be like a threeway poly or something. Hate anyone of this turning bat shit crazy. I honestly would prefer them threesome pver some conplicated love story. May 27, 2024 its almost June and I still got no fucking job I must be nuts to continue living without earning MONEY fuck I got too comfortable. It was just so nice being at peace at home. I needed that break but its toouch if I dont earn and that person comes back I will be stuck in miserable hell again for years on end. I gotta work. Sometimes like rn I wish I would just die and be a ghost haunting my phone. Like I will be able to use my phone or something I just really want to live a quiet life. Where I dont think where I dont hear where I get to live but not my story but live through other people’s lives.

It’s such a hassle staying alive and what about getting old? I’d rather die early tbh. If I can just ascertain I can haunt my phone when I die I’d die now tbh but I’m also scared that even though I stay no contact to anyone I still get lonely by my choices lol but I am better off at peace really. And I dont get the conversation I want even when I talk to people it seemed like they only want me to be a listening ear but never my thoughts. I mean I yap so much if I really let myself lol I can see it can probably be annoying. So like I’m turning 25 and a topic of marriage and kids always comes up and I just go along cause its socially acceptable but I dont really want to get married nor have children. But its too much effort to explain to people. But I do wonder though if I’ll be able to love somebody enough to marry. I probably have lost my mind if I did. To be tied down told what to do to be hold back. To be rooted just so others can free up their time. No. I have way too many hobbies to let people take my time. What am I even saying lol a mind update. I need to journal. I’ve been in over my head nowadays

Pretty good. Will be waiting for updates May 15 2024 I am planning on heading out to drink matcha and maybe find something to eat I havent eaten yet it’s 6:41pm