Oh the sensuality and tension in this is immaculate.
Incredibly cinematic. Messy drama. Emotions at the forefront. Silon is one of my favorite BL characters ever.
It's hilarious that the AU used modern slang. Meanwhile, the main story is using Shakespearen dialogue.
He keeps blaming him for making him "this way" bit bitch, when y'all thought you were different secondary genders, were you not doing the same. Wouldn't it mean you did it to each other?
Ch. 8 was so shockingly sad. And then they give me the saddest blowjob scene ever?
This feels like it's not answering the initial premise of the story.
I thought we'd get something about the ML's introduction into the MC's life being rape. I thought we'd get some BDSM content, touching on dubious consent, etc. But this comic is kind of discombobulated.
You could've had all these things while keeping the MC's comedic and light hearted veneer but I feel like this is being written while forgetting what came before.
I'm so happy there wasn't really a romance here. A traumatized adult being groomed and a very messy family dynamic that aided in his isolation. I'm glad his friend didn't become a romantic interest. Even if he was interested in him, he wasn't ready for a relationship.
I gave it a good try but I think I hate this. Toxic seme done very poorly. "Love History Caused by Willful Negligence" may have spoiled me.
I'm kicking myself for discovering this yesterday and reading it all now. Now I have to wait! I'm scared shitless.
Silon is such an interesting character. He may be one of my favorite BL characters of all time.
Harada writing something this fucking sweet is insane to me. I loved this.
The coldest sex scene. Yeonjo doesn't even feel like he's a person anymore and I love how much he's letting out how he feels. The top should feel some of the self loathing he's caused Yeonjo.
I still can't hate him. He knows his faults. Man is self aware of his selfishness. It's going to be fun watching Yeonjo get his licks in.
But it's going to require an external force for them to get back together now. I don't see them repairing anything with just the two of them.
Sigh...so it's just rape huh? The sexual cohersion of someone who's clearly not into inflicting pain for the other's sexual pleasure is one thing and what I thought this story would delve into but...rape? Really?
Considering how Yeonjo was willing to go back for Chang of all people (yeah he convinced him not to kill himself but he was also a serial rapist of Yeonjo), are we surprised that Yeonjo will eventually show leniency towards the governor.
I also can't help but love how in love the governor is. It's begining to affect how his men perceive him. This definitely won't be confined to those walls.
Everyone else freaking out to bow. He gets slapped on the face in public and he hugs him. Man is lost and whipped!
Idk why it panged my heart when he resided to the fact that if there is love in his heart, it won't make up for his transgressions. He knows where his faults are.
They talk in circles so much. Does it get any better? So many conversations that go nowhere.
He didn't have to give up BDSM though. That's disappointing if that's the case. A lot of victims of SA find liberation in BDSM. The issue with the ML is he's not a good dom. The MC should be the one in real control during play.













