i hope they always communicate immediately if they face smth like this in the future :<
Im quite confused, i found this manhua through tiktok and there was diff manhua titled: “My heart is pounding” with the same characters and names as this one. Was that and this the same???
Iike, how are the two related
i saw the video on tiktok too. i just finished it today, and I kept looking for the scene where he met the deer. but when i reached the last chapter i still hadn’t seen it. so i went back to the tiktok video and saw a comment saying that it was actually a different story with the same characters
i have good news, i found the other story! its title is really “my heart is pounding” and I found it on the manhuahot
i really dont like this for how dub con it is, but like i keep reading in hopes it’s gonna get healthier in the end???? like i cant really fap to this honestly
Literally
GIRL OMFG. THE ONLY COMPLAINT I HAVE WITH THIS IS THEY MADE CATHERINE DIE, WHAT THE HELL???? LIKE IT DOESN’T EVEN ADD UP. HER DEATH DOESNT EVEN CONTRIBUTE ANYTHING TO LKKE THE SYORY OR THE PLOT AT ALL IDK WHY THEY HAD TO NERF HER LIKE I DONT EVEN WANY TO USE PUNCTUATION CAUSE THIS PMO OKAY SHE DIED AT LIKE THE RESOLUTION OF THE SYORY—LIKE NEARING THE RESOLUTION OF THE STORY AND LIKE IT JUST FEELS LKKE SHE DIED TO LIKE GIVE MORE ANGST AND GRIEF LIKE OMFG LIKE HER DEATH WAS JST AN EMOTIONAL IMPACT FOR THE READERS
okay wtv thats all i want to say thank you vv much
i dont like how we’re just brushing off that the og shen jintai assaulted and like attempted to rape yan qiuchi—and like after a few chapters when yan qiuchi finally saw that shen jintai assaulted changed and he’s no longer pursuing him, suddenly he grows to have a crush on him which doesn’t really make sense??? Idk i can’t really read all that well, 'cause the translations are quite hard to understand
Theyre cute or wtv. The misunderstandings they had kept piling and it was legit pmo. They’re cute but boring IDK IM SORRY I DON’T LIKE THEIR DYNAMIC. It’s probably bc the black haired guy—i dont remember their names even tho i just finished reading—is legit quite psycho, also i don’t understand why not let uhm jeong-yoo? Is that his name idk, know that his family members and friends not know about his relationship, like that’s stupid?? Doesn’t it not sit right with cheon smth idk his name that jeong-woo will always like be in the closet and he can’t be open abt his relationship w his loved ones?? Like that’s stupid, the whole like “protecting” him shit is like bollocks and doesn’t make sense. He’s not a child for fuck’s sake. Typing this out and the more i like thing abt it is really pissing me off. Wtf, UGH THIS IS SOOOO STUPID AND I HATE HOW POSSESIVE CHEON-HEE IS OR SMTH HE SEES EVERYTHING AS LIKR FUCKING COMPETITION BITCH CAN’T EVEN BUILD A SOCIAL LIFE W/O THIS MOTHERFUCKER LIKE SAYING “OH URE SMILING W THIS PERSON TOO MUCH” OR LIKE “OH WHY’S YOUR LITERAL FRIEND SO TOUCHY W U OR SMTH” GIRL OMFG GROW A DICK. He needs to work that out in therapy. AND THE FACT JEONG-WOO’S INDULGING HIM AND LIKE DOESN’T SAY SHIT OUTRIGHT TO HIM BC HE MIGHT HURT HIS FEELINGS?? LIKE THAT TIME WHEN JEONG-WOO MENTIONED INSTALLING CCTVS AND CHEON HEE OPPOSED TO IT BC HE’D BE LIKE AN OBSESSIVE FREAK AND JUST CONSTANTLY WATCH HIM IF THEY DID, and he didn’t want to border that, jeong-woo thought he was alrdy bordering that but didn’t say bc he knows his feelings would get hurt. Like go give that btich a relaity check omfg. This isn’t really healthy in the long run, and lowk im tired of seeing them in the side stories. Ugh, idk i just don’t like their dynamic. I don’t like it. Like as much as i love slice of life, and like reading domestic fluff of couples with their simple day to day life but i just dont like seeing it in this relationship bc i lowk hate them
OH ANOTHER THING I FORGOT OMFG I HATE IT WHEN CHAE-HEON GOES AND SPAMS JEONG-WOO’s PHONE LIKE THATS SUCH A RED FLAG HE HAS SERIOUS ATTACHMENT ISSUES AND ITS PROBABLY CAUSE OF HIM MOTHER BUT LIKE OFMG I HATE THIS OMFG THIS SHIT SUCKS
Can someone pls explain sihyun’s and joohwan’s past and how it’s related to their current dynamic now? And just overall the direction this is going—like their relationship i mean. I never understood the first few chapters
And to add to that, why he pretends to have a lover
im not caught up with the latest chapters & probably need to reread
but basically they first met during mandatory military service i kinda forgot what exactly happened but mc aka the top "bullied" the ml. i think at one point he defended/protected him and kissed him when drinking not sure if they slept together again my memories are muddy. mc was always attracted to him and ml ? started to have feelings for mc but mc thinks it was a dream.
fast forward present day ml shows up as his new boss/guy he has to work with..
they're both attracted to each other, misunderstandings happen lol and ml is jealous & thinks mc is a whore who sleeps with anyone but goes along with it. whole time mc is clueless and accidentally lead ml to assume he inivited him for xxx. again since ml is salty and jealous he says some hurtful things which made mc upset and go along with it again since they're both extremely attracted to each other and they become fwb. mc pretends to have a lover at work so ppl don't bother him probably bc he's attractive? idk if there's any other reasons he wants to discourage coworkers from flirting or older colleagues from constantly trying to set him up on blind dates.
i forgot why but mc lies to ml about being in a relationship with his celeb friend who had a crush on him before. so btw ml lowkey a shitty person for being ok with being the mc's "side piece". also they entered a bdsm relationship while thinking the other persons an expert bc the ml is an masochist... but the truth is they are each other's firsts.
GIRL THANKS SO MUCH MWA MWA
also speaking on positions only mc is a bottom. he’s just a dominant one just clearing that up
Did he really bully him during their enlistment?
yea, i think (i do not remember clearly!!) it was cuz sihyun looked at mc weirdly and mc saw that as disrespectful and started bullying him, but towards the end of his enlistment he caught feelings for sihyun and kissed him
OMG FIRST CHAPTER GOT ME HOOKED I NEED 5 VOLUMES SLICE OF LIFE DOMESTIC FLUFF
i really like this bc of the smut, but i cant help but be put off on the infantilization of jin yuan here—compared to the first few chapters of this, he’s being infantalized like, by the story that wasn’t present before. And i enjoy their play and scenes together and by no means am i saying i dont like their dynamic when they play—like how yuan is like babied and pampered, i frankly like that in their dynamic—but it just gets to the point where the story begins to patronize and reduce him to like a kind of childlike figure. UGH I CANT EXPLAIN PROPERLY, its just like in the narrative standpoint in how jin yuan is portrayed recently and the artstyle change where he looks more twinky i dislike (ｰ ｰ;)