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THIS IS SO COOL I LOVE THE PLOT OMG KEEP GOINGNGNGNGNG PLS UPDATEEEE

I’ve been reading this since it first released. Everything you and others keeps saying that this is pedophile. I just ignored it because I’ve read the author’s other works and they really love this “pretty and cute top” trope. The author doesn’t even have any works including a child x adult trope. I’m not going to say anything about “Oh, but it’s their artstyle!” You guys just keeps on reducing the manga into “this manga is merely a child x adult” while you ignore the whole plot of this.

Eve acts like a child? Did you even read the manga or just hating on this manga? the sex scenes are uncomfortable? It’s clear you didn’t read it. His age has never been confirmed? Of course, it isn’t. He is ageless and that doesn’t mean he is a child.

Why do we keep assuming harmful things without it being confirmed? There are sooooooo many yaois with age gaps that people so loved, but here we are attacking this manga that NEVER even mentioned the “child looking” character’s age.

Whilst the pedophilic mangas would really want to mention the child’s age because that is appealing to people who loves age gaps and pedophile trope. I don’t get it.

There wasn’t even age confirmed by the author and Eve does NOT act like a child.

It’s insane!

As much as I HATE pedophiles, I also hate those who just keep on pushing those assumptions to anything without looking at the story. I was also curious if this is a pedophilic manga, but no. I pushed myself to read it and confirm it myself instead of blinding myself with these harmful beliefs. So, stop with the “but he’s a child! Look at his face!”. Okay. Lol. I can see it. He looks like a moe character. There are also youthful 21 years old guys I see everywhere, so, what now?

I also hate rape, but on their first sex scene, I was uncomfortable because Gozu was saying “rape me”. I was gonna quit it, but as I progressed through the story, I don’t think rape is justifiable, but it makes sense why he acts like that and… thankfully, Eve does not mean harm to Gozu.

Eve never looked at Gozu and said “yeah, let’s rape him.” Instead, he fell for him and cherished him. Why do I have to say these when you guys can read it and find it out yourselves?

But I think Eve is evil here because he want to conquer the world. Gozu here did bad stuffs too, but it doesn’t justify it. We sympathize with his background.

LU YANG COME TO ME INSTEAD GOD DAMN IT ILL GIVE YOU ALL OF MY ATTENTIONS AND I WILL MARK YOU WITH ALL RESPONSIBILITY I WILL GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU COULD EVER ASK FOR IM BETTER THAN GU SO PLEASE LU YANG STAY RIGHT THERE AND I SHALL BREAK THROUGH THIS SCREEN THATS SEPARATING US LIKE HOLY SHIT STOP BEING SUCH AN ATTENTION SEEKER TO ME ILL COME AND HOLD YOU SO BAD IN AN INAPPROPRIATE WAY!!1!1!1!!!!!1!!

Michel and the rabbit symbolizes something for me. Killing a rabbit symbolizes a new begging and the destruction of innocence. Here, I think that Michel shooting it at first due to a past peer pressure represents vulnerability. Rabbits represents vulnerability or gentleness which is similar to Michel, no? So, Michel shooting the rabbit for the first time was representing here a “new him”, hoping he’d be no longer the frail child who can’t shoot like his tough brother. When he realizes the rabbit was not dead, Ain gave him a chance to save it (might be connected to the future plot), but Michel stubbornly shoot it to end its suffering. After that moment, I think it is clear that Michel’s innocence is disappearing due to manipulation of either Ian or Ain for the sake of a “good marriage”, but in the process—Michel is losing himself.

Here is my prediction: either Ain is Ian himself wanting to take revenge on whatever the Southerners did to him or Michel’s family did to him. “Oh, but Michel’s family seems innocent! They can’t do such a thing!” No shit, the southerners culture where when the woman gives birth to a legitimate heir—they can have a different lover? Literally adultery. With that toxic tradition, I doubt that family is all rainbows and sunshines. Them sending Michel to get married to Duke Ian for some reason seems suspicious enough to me. I say the northerners tradition is also weird to me. I mean, this sets in historical times, so…

Another thing here is, Michel is being manipulated. Why is he being manipulated? Either Michel is part of Ian’s revenge or maybe a childhood crush? Why did I jump into these conclusions? “Revenge? Crush?”

I don’t fucking know, Ain cannot be “Ain”, right? I feel like he’s Ian himself. If he is Ian, those scars wrapping his whole body might be from whatever Michel’s cruelty towards him. I don’t know yet what Michel’s family did to Ian, but this is all I can gather for now since everyone else is as confused as I am.

This is actually strangely good. This is like a propaganda in disguise.

Every chapter was always interesting maybe because I kept on analyzing their personalities. I relate to both Siwon and Daun so much. Here, I thought Daun is an INFJ, but it was the opposite canon by author that he’s an ENTP. LMFAO, honestly? Analyzing them is fun since they kept going back to their past to present. The author did a good job with each characters especially Siyoung, the youngest one here who’s in the middle of crisis of her teenage years to young adult. Everything about this is perfect that I cried three times (honestly okay?). Author, take care of yourself (after reading the note at the end of the chapters before bonus chapters) so you can keep these good manhwas coming heh.

I can’t believe this manga is getting more updates, thinking it’s just a wholesome short manga of this couple. Now, the manga continues by going back to their school life!!! I’m expecting to cry while reading this wholesome manga. Then , this manga referenced to a picture book, so because of curiosity— I read it. I cried. Not so much like Uta though!

At first, I hated how selfish the protagonist is, but I finally understand it. If the author can tell us about the backstory of why such person would act like that, annd judging by Seowoo’s bandage around his fingers and being told to not bite on it. Even so, a 20 years long crush doesn’t justify why he has to do something unproductive to hurt Dohoon. Both are grown, but still there’s immaturity in both. Not a perfect story, but I like it.

Dohoon, on the other hand. Despite his dead facial muscles, his only emotions are either frowning or blushing— actually not hard to understand. He doesn’t care about his feelings and it contrasts with Seowoo: who does everything according to his feelings.

I understand the story so much, I don’t get how people find it boring (but I get why) I think this is a nice starter manhwa for bl fans. It doesn’t put a stereotypical physiques on whoever is top or bottom. At least it isn’t some “rich ceo” x “poor guy who is so attractive and works 10 part time jobs to pay off his debt” lol

This is funny asf but nice plot tho. I might look into this >< they are both mature and quick to decide but at least it is logical….(?) them having to mate because he will die tomorrow was funny to think like author made that an excuse so they can have sex on chapter 1 quickly lol. Oh, thanks lord, author didn’t turn it into rape.

IM SO SAD IM CRYING PLS I ALSO WANT THIS AAAHAHAHSWJXHKEHXKWHDJ OKAY SOON I WILL FIND MY RICH LESBIAN WOMAN AND ILL TOP HER OR WHATEVER POSITION SHE LIKES GOD DAMN IT LORD HAVE MERCY ON MY LITTLE SOUL JUST GIVE ME THIS KIND OF LOVE