I was exactly like him crying, confused .. for months..... before ...but then I knew I need something.. but I know I couldn't handle it.. so I asked my partner a lot of things and he adjust so much for me ... I feel like I don't want him to loose himself nor I want to get hurt that badly .. so sometimes vanilla sometimes soft sometimes hard... (ah , my feelings also sensitive sometimes I cried when someone hate me, or use harsh words, or anxiety when I feel something doesn't right for days affect my appetite and my health, that's why I'm happy finally found someone who can adjust his taste with me and compromise so my feelings wouldn't get hurt , alsom I'm trying to be brave when I have to say something to others)
