This manwha makes me severely uncomfortable reading but I can’t stop. Like it evokes a physical reaction, idk if it’s the art style, the expressions, the brutality and abuse but it doesn’t shy away from anything omg it’s horrifying but also sorta mesmerizing. I can’t seem to have any conclusive thoughts on anyone including mc and ml and the eldest son and the general tak and anyone.
I’m in the fifty chapter of the side stories and getting frustrated a bit. Ruan is stressed about how uncomfortable Cloden is around him, at some point he talks about how he can’t let all this go because of the events of a few minutes. I’m really frustrated about the lack of accountability and proper dialogue about the misunderstanding. Cloden was brutally assaulted and almost killed and has developed severe anxiety because of it, and Ruan while understanding his mistake has not properly acknowledged it or even given a proper apology yet. He was almost killed, how can you expect him to dine with you in peace in the same place he was assaulted? I just hope they are able to talk about this and Cloden is given a real apology
I feel bad because I have been reading this for years but I have to give up. This was a manwha I used to look girls to updates from but I haven’t actually read it in a while. Once in a while I will pick a random chapter to read to see if the mess it has become has ended but it never has. I feel like I’m in mourning lmao, this is where I have to say goodbye. It’s such a waste but I don’t see any happy ending to save this train wreck
This has started to bore me if I’m being honest. I want the other couple’s story
I agree, I had predicted way back that them getting together might mean us readers losing their funny banter and surprise surprise here we are. I wish the author had kept their conversations more fun to read instead of dumbing them down to some cheesy nonsense. but that is the fate of your average korean bl these days. *sigh*










The author seems to have completely forgotten their own character. Why is his mom getting so much pity? She abandoned her child and left him to be abused by his dad only to come and act a victim and now shamelessly mooches off her estranged son’s husband’s wealth while secretly meeting the grandchild she has no right to behind her son’s back. How fucking dare she mind you no proper apology to byul everyone just wants him to get over it like it didn’t fuck up his mental honestly FUCK his partner FUCK HIS STUPIDASS IMMATURE SON fuck everyone in fact FUCK CHOWON TOO