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So I know a random ass manga site isn't the best way the ask for help BUT YALLLLL I desperately and I mean DESPERATELY need help I genuinely have no friends

So back in 2024 me and this girl would date and it was like on and off relationship because we had fights and stuff going on. And we broke up and went no contact for a year and on 2026 we DATED again but then we broke up After 2 months, Due to misunderstanding between us.
( We fight most of the time due to her not talking it out with me and miscommunication )

Like I've loved her since I was 13 I'm 16 now. we're long distance relationship and her mom is homophobic while my family accept my sexuality.
I'm unsure of what to do like should I just go backkkkk or just move on completely??