So it's about childhood friends who don't know they like each other. The seme (or at least I this he's the seme) is shorter then the uke but he adores him I think he calls him his angel or something along those lines the eventually find out that they like each other. One scene is he keeps asking him out but the uke reply is where but the uke thinks they've been dating this whole time. Similar yaoi is Dekoboko Sugar Days and Shiawase Gohan -Maki to Hanazawa. Almost like a combination of these two
Please help me find I've been looking everywhere for it it's just so cute
The way I love the novel so much more is exactly because moments like this, she suffered so much, and she was like when she got away then what, live in this book barely getting by, just waiting till the moment they come looking for her and find her, she was beaten and tired so she was going to hold her head up high and except the inevitable, her death by her husband hands. The scene I just read make no sense, like she's going back because she loves him and he won't look her way anymore if she leaves, like what.