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after jay talks to his uncle he gives him a fake password and he is waiting for the bus to go find ilay after xinlu let him go but as it arrives he sees ilay coming out, ilay is the angriest he has ever been, jay is so speechless to see ilay infront of him.
he punches jay in the stomach and carries him on his shoulder to the hotel.
jay wants to explain to ilay what has happend and that he was going to meet him but ilay doesnt give him the chance to do so because he ties him up and stuffs his mouth with towel idk i forgot. ilay forces it and doesnt stop (3 times in row) he makes tay say he belongs to him. tay is crying so much. ilay says he will kill him and eat him, pure cannibal talk. he says he will cut his legs off so he cant run away and eat them etc

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tay gets beaten up by the guards after taking that phone call. he tells his brother he wants to leave this place so jay understands and agrees to make a weapon but the arab prince guy isnt satisfied with just one weapon and doesnt let them leave, huge bombing happens in the mansion after this thanks to xinlu/ilay and xinlu comes to “save” him minutes before illay does, xinlu treatens tay that he willi imprison and kill his brother if he doesnt come with him so tay agrees in the end, when theyre back at the hotel xinlu shares he lost an eye because of riegeow and that he hates him so much, tay understands him but he still chooses to be with ilay and he makes it clear that he doesnt feel anything towards xilu anymore. xinlu says he might come and find him again in the furure because tay became ilay’s weakness. xilu doesnt want to admit that he hates riegrow more than he likes tay. fast foward his uncle call tay and jay, jay goes back to his uncle and tay wants to go back to ilay but ilay finds him first at a bus stop he takes him bsck to the hotel he was staying, ilay is mad because he thought tay ran away from him again and he punishes him (if u know what i mean) tay later confesses he was on his way back to meet him and ilay is very happy aftewards. they go back to berlin because they both ended on the news as terrorists for bombing that mansion and stuff, tay tells him he will take care of him because he thinks ilay is now jobless lol ilay snickers to himself because he really isnt. they go back to ilays home in germany. fast foward a few years later they still live there until the next novels take place

—-> this is a reall short tldr spoiler there is so much in depth to what happened sorry for had english
and ilay answers tays question if he likes him too after he punishes him at the hotel

what chapter was when inseob pulled him out the lake

is there a novel?

has anyone read the novel? if its a yes can someone spoil me if jw gets his memories back and was it all in a side story? i dont want this to happen in the manga i hate that kind of angst

season 3 chapter 1 is out guysss(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

like i thought, he checks all boxes for an antisocial personality disorder. he is a sociopath.

with reading the latest chapter yesterday i have a more preconceived idea about jihwan and his personality now.
spoilers warning - the chapter starts with jihwan as a kid (stated that he’s 7 years old attending preschool). he talks about his mother and how she hasn’t always liked him, how she always was locked up in the house and looked sick. always in the same room, with the same clothes and the same hairstyle every single day. it’s shown that he’s attentive to her (and her relationship with his father) as he brings her pills she has to “take”, probably every night. she shows her displeasure towards him everytime he does that and abuses him (strangles him). when she does that, he doesn’t react to her hurting him as he stays still. instead he just describes his mother as a very beautiful but withered flower.
when he’s at preschool, quietly reading a book a kid comes up and asks him if he’s okay and that he overheard the teacher saying his mother is very sick/has schizophrenia. he tries to cheer up jihwan but jihwan thinks he’s noisy. as he gets picked up later by his driver, jihwan says goodbye to his classmate, as he knows he’s a son of a X Company CEO. when they’re driving home he asks his driver to stop by a playground. he’s apparently taking care of a stray cat, ‘’ empathising’’ with the kitten as he thinks it was abondanded by the mom, saying he’s the same.
later, in the chapter, he gets up at night to the restroom but he sees his parents fighting yet again, he states they’ve been fighting every night, with his mom enraged and very tired of being locked up in the house and his father bringing up the “i picked u up when u were at ur lowest” shit card and hugging her to calm her down everytime. his father has imprisoned her and she can’t take it anymore. but this is where it gets interesting - jihwan understands his father’s intentions and he thinks to himself “that his dad is stupid and he can make her not leave by cutting her feet” and other shit. OR SO HE THOUGHT at that age. but looks like the apple doesn’t fall too far from the tree. genes game is strong. i see he’s very intelligent as a kid too. he looks like to me that he’s on the antisocial spectrum. he isn’t empathetic to his mother, but he understands people. children start developing compassion and reading emotional cues at that age, developing emathy and all but he’s just there.. i don’t know, emotionally detached like his parents towards him. he’s taking some kind medicine in 1-2 chapters, i wonder what is it for. i assume he has a personality disorder and that’s what is it for. we see his intelligence at young age at how he picks up a book reading by himself, while other children are playing, how he purposely says goodbye to the son of that comapny’s chairman. how he thinks about his whole situation with his parents etc. when in high-school he isn’t socially intept, he’s very rich and people flock around him (stated in a chapter) BUT in these social events he’s just antisocial (lacks concern, regret, doesn’t care etc etc) his latest anger outbrust at the guy who tried to r***pe sooyoung proves it for me. he didn’t even BLINK at breaking his hand with a hammer and a nail, like what the f? when he first becomes aware of sooyoung, he’s instantly drawn to him, i pressume he sees how beautiful he is, maybe just like his mother. he might seem normal and with a high social status, with alot of friends, it’s very easy for him to befriend or get befriended as the laid back chill rich kid but he has no interest in them like he has with sooyoung - so when he tries to hit sooyoung up with the “hey whats ur number” he doesn’t seem so laid back to me. he gets cut off, and he never tries to talk or bump into him again, as he just watches him from afar. until he gets introducted to sooyoung. then he casually gets in a small conversations with him twice or thrice. by lending him his gym uniform or going up to him when sooyoung was crying alone. he couldn’t comfort him at that time so it still shows to me that he lacks that empathy. after that it turns out bad for him and his efforts to get close to sooyoung because sooyoung puts a distance between them, feeling uneasy around him. L my guy. until he manipulates the shit outta him to get closer using lim gyujin. thats my two takes on jihwan as a character. obsession GROWS really really fast and strong.