Aaaaand that’s exactly why I said if the mom ends up with the lesbian director who’s close to her in age I will be pissed off because she is a bad person and becoming sapphic won’t solve the underlying issue: she’s a selfish fucking bitch.
My poor girl Soojung. She doesn’t like feeling good because she feels guilty, and of course it’s because of that despicable guardian that prioritised feeling good (in all aspects) while stepping on the child and making her clean up her mess. So ofc MC associates seeking pleasure with selfishness and selfishness is bad.
Sure, she can just be a top, not a switch, some girls don’t like being on the receiving end, but the way it was being portrayed made it seem like she feels bad about reaching the final destination, and this probably comes more from the feeling of “using others” for her own pleasure that she grew up thinking is what love and sex are = selfishness, taking advantage.
She doesn’t see the act as an exchange and it’s all the mom’s fault and as a bisexual I don’t claim this character and want her to rot instead of getting a happy ending.
And there's context to mention of the mom and the director btw (past comment: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/23518188/). I had a vision the author could try an easy route of "fixing" the mom by making her no longer date m*n and have a beautiful lesbian by her side like Sara (so second couple parallels main couple) but the issue with the character is that she's a POS. And we are seeing the trauma it caused on Sojung and how it's deeply affecting her relationship with a hot idol.
Pre-season 1 Sara is self aware and knows her selfishness with other people is bad, in Season 2 she's lowkey getting better, meanwhile the mom actively uses her daughter as a babysitter even when she's an adult.
Now I'm not as afraid at the possibility of the author pairing her up with the director, but the concern still there. I just want the author to nuke the mom at the end of this Season. Sometimes adult children can just tell their parents to fuck off, cut any contact, and stop getting affected by people who should NOT have procreated and that's #healing.






You know what? Sara should break up with her bum ass. At least SEND A FUCKING MESSAGE!!! THE RESERVATION WASN'T CANCELLED!! WARN HER ABOUT IT!!! FUUUUUUCK, Mc is pissing me off so much I'll need to dropit for a little bit so I don't get an aneurysm at 25.