I'm disappointed. I don't want the top to stay like this. I want to see the bottom chasing after him. I'm tired of this. Nanju, ugh! No, I didn't like it. If I don't see Nanjo cry for Mokai, then it's pointless.
Depending on the plot, i don't think nanjo WILL ever chase after mokhyon. Cz for that to happen, mokyon needs to move on so nanjo will understand and chase afyer him. But look at mok, he is trying to end his life, so moving on or leaving him behind is out of question.
What I think can happen is nanjo will come to live with him or taking care and them gradually accept his won feelings cz we know nanjo like mok already. Remember last Season that twink said nanjo can't get hard if its not 3 of them.
So Yeah! Nanjo will came to like him and mok will always walk on the eggshell.
bro.. so Nanjo should have 'self worth' when it comes to someone who actually LOVES him but 0 self worth when it comes to someone doesnt (the twink)?? Pick your struggle. U Nanjo defenders are funny. If i didnt read the 1st season, i would have thought Mok killed someone. The guy apologized and went through depression but oh wait.. its not enough for the Nanjo defenders. U better be the angels in real life ur pretending to be on internet
I mean... Mok did nearly kill Sunhwa. It's only because Nanjo stopped him that he didn't. And also just cause Mok apologized doesn't mean Nanjo owes him a relationship. Nanjo already said he forgives him. He's not obligated to give him anything more. Would you want to date a guy who manipulated you and never respected your boundaries just cuz he's sad and said he's sorry?
Mok 'nearly' killed himself too . Does that count for you?? None of what i said meant that Nanjo owed him anything because Mok apologized. Nanjo doesnt owe anyone anything but he is NOT free of blame. He has made dumb decisions despite having all that money and being older. If he was smart, he would have been the one playing Mok and Sunhwa not the other way around. But hey no one is perfect. So whether or not he chooses to be with Mok is his decision. Nanjo defenders are making it look like if Nanjo decides to be with Mok now, there is something wrong with his 'self worth" or whatever and thats where my pb is. Nanjo is attracted to Mok (we dont control attraction) and likes having sex with him. Thats most of the times how people start developing feelings. If Nanjo decides to be with Mok because Mok is having his mental struggles , that would be because he cares for him, because he likes him deep down but wants to deny it. That denial is usually crushed as soon as the object of ur affection is in trouble. Nanjo being mad at Mok never meant he doesnt like him or doesnt care about him.
Bro... Nanjo cares about Mok. Thats the reason ur looking for lol. "Bro is psychotic" yeah and so what??? Nanjo obsessed over the slutty twink to the point of agreeing to threesoming lool. Does that sound normal to u?? That shows u how far some people can go just to get someone's affection. We know why Bro is messed up in the head but Why was Nanjo obsessing over the twink??
Killing yourself is not a crime though. Killing another person is. And Mok doesn't even have any excuse why he tried to kill Sunhwa. He was just jealous. Doing that to his friend he's had for 10 years is really fucked up. Despite that Sunhwa forgives him and even willing to forgive him after the affair gets exposed because he thought Mok might actually want to apologize but no he just wants to use Sunhwa once again to gain access to Nanjo. He's an absolutely terrible friend to someone who hasn't done anything to him. And I don't understand how Nanjo is to blame? Nanjo having money doesn't mean he has to abuse his power over people. He's not a shitty person like that but apparently you think that makes him an idiot. And even if he is, he at least has good intentions unlike Mok who's intentions are always selfish. The bad things Nanjo does like sleeping with Mok behind Sunhwa's back is because he wants to protect him and later when Nanjo beats up Mok, he does it because he's understandably upset that Mok would expose them when Nanjo clearly never wanted that. Nanjo makes mistakes but there's still a understandable reason behind them, Mok on the other hand does bad things purely for selfish reasons. And I don't really understand why Nanjo would like Mok when Mok hasn't given him any reason to like him. Nanjo might find him attractive but after everything Mok did, I don't see why Nanjo would still choose to be with Mok unless Mok genuinely changes and becomes a better person. Their relationship so far has been very shallow and like 95% sex. If Nanjo somehow fell for him anyway then it just doesn't make sense. I would hope that Nanjo only develops feelings for Mok once Mok has learned how to treat him right.
Exactly! Many ppl are accusing mok for his deed but they can't see what nanjo is doing? You had threesome with your bf and his won friend and also agreed to being fuck buddy with that friend. But all the blame goes to mok?
But yk what? I think there is more about nanjo. We dont know his pov. But to me mok is totally fine and his emotional breakdown is also justified. The one in wrong is nanjo.
The real psychotic is that nanjo bro not mok. Mok agreed to do threesome with his bf's friend, be the fuck buddy, in every situation always without giving a thought blame mok saying he isn’t keeping his promise. That's all he ever care!
On the other hand mok suggested the fuckbuddy thing but always was true about his feelings and transparent. Anyone can see a mile throughout mok that he loves the person in front of him, he warnd about that twink him few times but you PURE NANJO never cared?
Mok suffered so much so that he stopped expecting any things from anyone, he didn’t even care about his biological parents love. So he get one person he truly love and that person neglecting him, so thats the end of the world to him! Actually his eorld is too short to diverts Himself elsewhere.
bro what are u even talking about?? Im not comparing the obsession. Everyone has a different way of obsessing about things depending on one's personality and education but obsession is still obsession. Does everyone has the same way of loving someone?? And u seem to forget that Mok will obsess in a crazier way because of the way he grew up. He lacks in many things mentally and socially. Does Nanjo look like he grew up the way Mok did? Even if Nanjo had some difficuties growing up, do u think it was on Mok's level?? Of course their way of loving , obsessing, even talking will be totally different. Its like trying to compare the education of a noble and a poor delinquent . To you, not understanding an argument= argument is dumb? lmao. When u dont understand something, ask for clarification. U also clearly need to learn how to empathise.
Is being 'psychotic' the only mental issue a person can have??? Nanjo is dumb af and agreeing to do a threesome with a twink you like makes 0 sense. That just shows that the twink doesnt care about ur feelings. And on top of it, Nanjo criticized Mok many times for being the kind of trash he is while hyping up that twink who is a money grabbing slut. When Mok kept telling him about how the twink really was , he should have looked into it just to be safe .I mean the twink does love disrespecting his feelings with threesomes. Thats a hint.Lets not forget Nanjo is older with better education and the MONEY. Nanjo made all the wrong decisions that led him into this mess but you guys love pretending Nanjo is just some kind of holy victim who just loves threesomes and did all the right things. U say" his feelings are entirely on him and the abuse he suffered growing up also doesnt have anything to do with him". What about empathy? What Mok needs is to get help cause he is broken with huge B. Someone trying to kill himself for ANY reason is totally broken and doesnt need to be judged by people pretending to be perfect. Instead of judging him for being psychotic and saying thats his own business, u need to wish he would get help. U wondered why Mok should be chased. I mean if Nanjo has time to chase a slutty twink who loves threesomes, he may as well start chasing a psychotic who at least has feelings for him and who only wants to do it with him lmaoo
Definitely not. I don't usually like toxic relationships, and I usually drop the story after the first rape. But here, I'm tired of Mokai humiliating himself. Honestly, it's exhausting to watch him do this. Part of me wanted to see Nanjo, and he's the one who loves him. And what's wrong with wanting to see Nanjo after all this misery?
I feel u. Nanjo pisses me off with that stupid interest is giving that twink. Mok haters talking about Nanjo's self worth like Nanjo isnt attracted to Mok and wasnt enjoying the sex he had with Mok lool. Oh no i will never forget that sex they had in the bathroom and Nanjo was having the time of his life lol. Mok haters only care about Nanjo's self worth when the psychotic Mok is concerned, not when the slutty twink is lol
Okay for argument, he did that but it never was intension to kill the person. Both nanjo and mok was out of control. I expect you to revisit the chapter again and see who was the actual one to choke jim with pillow. It was nanjo who choke him not mok.
Everything aside three party there weren’t sane at all. We don’t blame nanjo entirely and same goes for mok. He did wrong too. But what we expected to understand his state of mind. What exactly his world look like. He tried to move on and hand over nanjo to twink totally if you remember, but he couldn’t. That's how he is.
Forget it bro! Their logic is on another level. What they undrestand is labeling as red or green flag. Nothing always work on that way. Every relation, situation has it’s won plot. It’s a simple thing. But they're busy to labeling them as one. Idk if they actually READ read the story or just enjoy the sm*y stuffs.
All i want is to mok having a healthy Mental space from his loving one and enjoy the everything he was taken from the life.
Are u really trying to blame Mok by using the twink?? lmaooo. The twink is the kind of slut who enjoys threesomes and BDSM so give us a break. Is the twink not the one always having weird sex games with Mok and enjoyin it??? The twink is already putting his life in danger everyday by sleeping around bro. Who knows the kind of sex he has with his other partners.
So because Sunhwa likes BDSM that means Mok is allowed to almost kill him???? Even people who are into BDSM have limits. Being a masochist doesn't mean you can tolerate infinite pain. No matter how much you hate Sunhwa it doesn't make Mok's actions okay. And I really don't understand why you talk about Sunhwa like he's so horrible when Mok has the same bad traits as him. Mok is also a slut who's manipulative who cheated on his partners before. But unlike Sunhwa Mok is also violent and obsessive.
Nanjo fans want to put ALL the blame on Mok and pretend Nanjo made ALL the right decisions. Mok being psychotic doesnt free Nanjo of all blame. If Nanjo had tried to use his brain, he would NEVER have accepted to play into Mok's games. Nanjo is older and supposed to be more mature, better educated than Mok and the twink. There is just no way Nanjo thought the twink was interested in him while the twink was getting him into threesomes. Nanjo was quick to judge Mok as 'trash' but couldnt do the same for the twink.But hey lets put all the blame on Mok because he is psychotic. Did he choose to be psychotic? We saw the guy trying many times to fight his inner demons after he realised he was in love with Nanjo and he was even about to give up on Nanjo then changed his mind when he saw he had a chance( when he found out Nanjo couldnt get his dick up without him lol). I also want Mok to get some self esteem, to value his life and to learn the right way to love. It bothers me that he still has to beg for love every time since he was born.
"allowed to kill him". was it Mok's intention to kill the twink?? U said urself that it wasnt his intention so why should we talk like he wanted to kill the guy? Nanjo nearly killed the twink with the pillow but i dont see anyone complaining about that. Why? because we all know that was no one 's intention. Mok nearly killed himself and that was his intention to kill himself unlike what happened with the twink. Did Mok choose to be psychotic?? Is he broken because he wants to?? Is it surprising to see Mok being mentally ill with the way he grew up?? The reason im talking about the twink that way is because Nanjo was criticizing Mok for being exactly what the twink is and that was way before everything went downhill. And ironically, Nanjo made ALL the wrong decisions for someone just like Mok. Why would the twink be obsessive when he never gave a shit about Nanjo ?? lool. if anything, Nanjo was the one obsessing over the twink. We all know Mok is obsessive because he is mentally challenged (and had no control over what turned him that way) and because he actually has feelings for Nanjo. We can criticize Mok all we want but he is not that way because he wants to. We can't expect him to act differently when he still hasnt got the help he needs. I dont think there is anyone in this planet who wants to beg for love all the damn time.
It's obviously not Mok's intention to kill Sunhwa but he's still responsible for his actions. Mok did act recklessly and that put his friend in danger. It's the same if someone drunk drives. They don't wanna kill someone but they're wrong for putting others in danger. Also the reason why what Nanjo does is less bad is because Nanjo has an understandable reason why he reacted like that. He was scared of getting exposed. Compare it to Mok's reason which was jealousy. Clearly Mok's reason is worse. But obviously it doesn't mean Nanjo should've done it either and I'm not defending that. Also Mok has known Sunhwa for much longer than Nanjo has and yet he still hurts him. That's a pretty horrible thing to do to someone who has been your friend for 10 years. Mok is mentally ill and that explains his behavior but even mentally ill people are responsible for what they do. We also don't know Nanjo's or Sunhwa's backstory. It's very possible they have some trauma that explains their behavior. Even Nanjo's stupid decisions can be explained by his past. He clearly has a savior complex which is why he wants to save Sunhwa. That could mean that Nanjo has witnessed someone close to him getting abused and was too powerless to help them. So now when he sees Sunhwa who has all these bruises and Nanjo being someone not knowledgeable about BDSM assumes that it's abuse. He realizes that Sunhwa must be in denial about the abuse so instead of talking with Sunhwa he goes behind his back and agrees to Mok's deal so he can protect him. Even if it's unfair to Mok to be judged when Nanjo doesn't know what's actually happening, it still makes sense for someone like Nanjo to make that assumption and since he's stubborn he won't change his mind easily. Also you gotta remember we've only seen the story from Mok's pov so we don't know what Nanjo's and Sunhwa's relationship was actually like.
While I was reading, I was constantly worried about the scene in the first chapter where he was being raped. I mean, I don't want anything like that to happen, like him being humiliated and threatened. For his partner's sake, I can't bear it. I was hesitant while reading because I've experienced gang rape and humiliation before. Is there a story about him? And if so, are these scenes available? I don't want him to be able to endure it; I want him to be strong enough to protect his partner. And his brother is annoying in some way.
I don't understand what's wrong with them. What's the point? His fault is that he was born. I don't understand why they blame the parents' mistakes on the son. The bottom is the biggest victim, and they are all disgusted. The important thing is that the top is still searching for this story. It exhausted me psychologically because I kept witnessing it. His destruction
I drop it along time ago and just comeback for the ending i dont know how to fell cause i drop it bc i couldnt accepted that Ml rape thr mc body when it was a minor i dont care if he had adult soul but he just kid like wtf Ml was just shitty i hate it until the part when he ran away than i didnt com back










I feel like I'm the only one who feels disappointed. I mean, is this really the author's idea of mending their relationship? I mean, even if they got back together and things were mended, even Botom said that top dignity was completely erased after all that torment. if. Nanjo's transgression would have been better for me because mokay deserves better. I don't need someone to remind me of what he did. Please, I already know, okay, so I don't want him to stay in a relationship. I don't know. I feel like I don't know how to describe this feeling, other than that I really don't like Nanjo's arrogance anymore.
Nanjo's arrogance? Bro was blackmailed the whole time. As much as i like Mok he deserves everything he got.
I know, but... First of all, Mokai didn't mean it. And even if he did, he apologized. And if it was more than an apology, he did it. He gave his life for an apology. Isn't that enough? I see everyone in other works encouraging the aggressor even when he doesn't apologize and is actually worse, and that's disgusting. Anyway, I said I didn't want him to go back to Nanju. Well, he deserves better, in my opinion. And aside from the blackmail issue, the amount of love Mukai gave to the Nanju, who threw himself on that disgusting man who was exploiting him and ignoring Mokai, is disgusting and disturbing to the eye. Of course, I see him as arrogant. He could have spoken to him in a better way. Well, it doesn't matter to me. I didn't find this chapter at all pleasant. I felt sorry for him. And how the author wiped out the last vestiges of Mokai's dignity.