Jaessy (Gen Z Manga Reviewer)'s Topics (22)

SPOILERS FROM the ENGLISH TRANSLATED story:

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I read the fictional writing instead which is currently has 130 chapters in English.
-Her ex boyfriend turns out to be much crazier than he was presented to be in current manga chapters:
her horse (from her previous life) recognised her new identity as the same person and allowed her to take a ride . He was infuriated as he is not aware that her new persona is the same person as her old identity, so he broke off the horse's legs
He turns out to not just be manipulative, but super obsessive even after her previous life's death. He mistaken another family for killing her and therefore destroyed their entire business.
He also tried to poison her new life's voice and kidnap her to rape her as an "revenge act" because he thought that she insulted her old self, who he loves deeply?
-the rich man who is her boss in her new life ends up dating her. She was not willing to date initially due to being emotionally burnt out by ex boyfriend and also suffers from PTSD, but in the fictional story the rich man does a lot for her.
-also its easy for y'all to say that she should just let go of her past life. But she was adopted by her ex boyfriend and practically stayed with him for his whole life. She was also chained and locked up for 1 year, drugged and accumulation of Stockholm syndrome.
-she tries very hard to not be as naive as she was back in her previous life as well. This is why she does not want to date the rich man(her boss) in fear that he would treat her like a personal toy/ only a "mistress" in name.

For anyone who says that Shiwoo is a manwhore, you're not wrong. He is a whore with issues and doesn't mean he likes sex, means that he doesn't deserve better. Doesnt mean he cums and enjoy sex means that IT IS CONSENSUAL. Some men who raped girls have used the excuse that since the victims orgasm, it was consensual. It is not. Body reaction is NOT the same as consent.
I understand that yujin really likes him a lot but it does not mean that he could lay his hands on Shiwoo in such a way.
Furthermore, The thing about toxic relationships are that they are hard to get out of. I have known people who have been committed in toxic relationships and are still unable to get out of it. If you notice in the story, he did not want people to interfere because he wanted to cut it off on his own. It was silly but he wanted to walk away on his own. Yujin being confused like" oh why does Shiwoo look at me like that " and when Hyun told yujin that shiwoo calls for yujin during sex all that and he did not give Shiwoo the chance to fucking talk. If one is confused, clarify away. Yujin clearly was not ok. It would be decent to just ask what is wrong. Dont just walk away because someone might really need help.

Hyun is downright trash. Period. Yes shiwoo did that whole 'I want to make hyun jealous' bullshit. That is a warped sense of love. This does not give one the right to hit their partners or force sex on them.

I hope people empathise more with Shi woo instead of "just what a manwhore what a slut" shit. He uses sex because he enjoys it and he escapes his issues through it. He began to like violence even though he didnt want the violence in the sex. Some women who were raped started to like rape fantasies. It still does not mean the rape was ok. Its not.
Morever, Shiwoo had never confirmed to be officially in a relationship with Yujin. It seems like Shiwoo is playing with his heart, but you should not force someone down or act out expectations if there was no confirmation. I still feel empathise and bad for Yujin because things were going well and he had a lot of hope.

Main characters in the story are fucked up and no one is entirely good. Im still reading because I hope things to be better for yujin and shiwoo.