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I guess everyone is hoping for 2nd ML, but since this ML is already appears it will take a long time for 2nd ML

No imho I don’t think ml is going to change but his attitude will take a 180 degree for sure it’s just a matter of how much grovelling or pining that we have to see or wait for to reach that stage as u can see the name of the manhwa is endless yearning for you

It's more weird if he is just a kid

I AM GOING TO DO A QUICK VERSION. SHIT! LET'S START WITH A BACKSTORY
● AGES- MC AND FRIENDS: 17 AND ML: 14
● ML HAS AN INNOCENT CURSH ON MC SO HE TRIES TO ENTER HIS FRIEND GROUP
● HIS FRIEND GROUP ACCEPT AND HE STARTED HANGING OUT W THEM
● MC AND FRIENDS ARE DELINQUENT AND THEY DRINK, SMOKE AND DO DRUGS. THEY ARE ALSO BULLIES
● ONE NIGHT MC INVITED ML OUT, ML WANTED TO DENY IT BUT MC FORCED HIM SO HE SNUCK OUT
● SCHOOL ROOFTOP: ALL OF THEM ARE DRINKING AND SMOKING EXCEPT ML.
● THEY ALL FORCE HIM, HE HESITANTLY OBLIGES. PARTLY DRINKS AND PARTLY OFFERS HIS DRINK TO MC
● THEY ALL START TO PASS OUT, MC HELPED ML PUKE AND THEY START HITTING THE NIGHT BREEZE
● MC IS SMOKING AND COMPLAINIGN HOW HE HAD TO DRINK ML'S PART AND THEY ARE HAVING A GOOD TIME TALKING.
● FEELING UP THE RIGHT ATMOSPHERE, ML'S CONFESSES. MC'S FACE IS DISGUSTED AND ML QUICKLY BECOMES HORRIFIED
● MC TELLS ML THAT HE WILL FORGET HIS CONFESSION SO DON'T SAY WEIRD STUFF AGAIN
● ML STARTS AVOIDING THEM FOR A FEW DAYS.
● ONE DAY MC COMES UP TO HIM AND INVITES HIM TO A STORAGE ROOM AFTER SCHOOL.
● ML SAYS NO BUT MC MANIPULATES HIM WITH "IF YOU LIKE ME, YOU WILL DO AS I SAY"
● ML IS STILL HESITANT BUT MC AND FRIENDS KNOW HIS HOME AND HE IS SCARED OF GETTING AMBUSHED OR WORSE
● HE GOES, THEY LOCK THE DOOR AND MC START FEELING ML'S ASS
● HE SAYS MANY DEROGATORY STUFF LIKE "I HEARD FAGS LIKE TO DO IT FROM BEHIND"
● ML TRIES TO LEAVE BUT MC PINS HIM TO HIS GROUND
● ML STARTS CRYING TELLING "NO" AND APOLOGIZING SAYING "HE WAS WRONG TO CONFESS"
● EVERYTHING FALLS INTO DEAF EARS AS MC STRIPS ML AND RAPES HIM. HIM AND HIS FRIEND RAPE AND GANG RAPE HIM AND THAT WOULD NOT BE THE ONLY TIME THEY DO IT
● THE ABUSE BECOMES FREQUENT AND KEEPS ESCALATING. HE IS EVEN PICTURED AND VIDEOTAPED.
● ONCE HE IS EVEN TIED UP WITH A ROPE WITH A GAG AND A VIBRATOR UP HIS BUTT UNTIL THE JANITOR FOUND HIM
● THE TAPES START CIRCULATING THROUGH SCHOOL AND EVENTUALLY REACH HIS MOTHER WHICH CAUSES HER TO COMMIT AND SHE GETS HOSPITALIZED

● ML STARTS TO CARE FOR HER. SHORTLY, MC GETS IN A FIGHT OR AN ACCIDENT AND LOOSES HIS MEMORIES AND IS HOSPITALIZED IN THE SAME HOSPITAL
● ML STARTS CARING FOR HIM TOO BUT DOESN'T ADDRESS THEIR RELATIONSHIP DESPITE MC ASKING HIM MULTIPLE TIMES
● MC FRUSTRATED SAYS SEVERAL HURTFUL THINGS LIKE "DOCTOR SAID I COULD REMEMBER IMPORTANT THINGS. GUESS YOU WERE NOT THAT IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE"
● ML'S FRIEND (WE'VE MET HIM BEFORE, NAME PROLLY STARTS W J) KEEPS ENCOURAGING ML TO TAKE REVENGE BUT ML ALWAYS DENIES ON TAKING REVENGE AND STILL WANTS TO BE BY THE SIDE OF SOMEONE HE LOVES HOPING ONE DAY HE WOULD SEE HIS WRONGDOINGS
● THEY CONTINUE ON WITH THEIR RELATIONSHIP UNTIL ONE DAY ML ASKS MC WHAT WOULD HE DO IF SOMEONE HURTS HIM AND THEN FORGETS/LOOSES HIS MEMORIES
● MC REPLIES "SIMPLE, I WOULD HURT THEM BACK"
● THUS ML STARTS A REVENGE PLAN FOR 8 YEARS
>FUNNY HOW YOUR OWN WORDS COME TO HAUNT YOU BACK
Tell me if you want another one on how things will progress from now on.

Wow wow wow.. thank you for all the effort you put in writing & listing all this. Is the novel already over? I actually want to know the ending. I dropped the story but I'm invested again & don't mind someone spoiling me the end

I feel very yelled at but ty

Yooooo more spoilers

So yes. the novel is completed and done.

Well...this abuse dynamic continues. The only human interaction mc has will be with ml and he starts getting dependent and needy with ml. Mc is not allowed to leave the room. Ml even made mc pee on a dog pee pad. other bunch of stuff happen and ml gives mc a phone(I think?). then he decides to escape again using the help of his "friends" but his "friends" betray him and those thugs catch him again and gang rape him a second time. the rape this time was BRUTAL and mc was TERRIFIED AND HORRIFIED. He kept crying, kept saying no and other stuff. Ml was also present so was Ml's friend, not participating, just looking. Mc kept asking why and this time ml decides to list down everything mc did. Mc denied it having no memory of it and looked at ml's friend to ask him if it's true, to tell ml that he did not do those things, to tell him that he did not do those. Ml's friend remained silent. Ml's friend did keep asking ml that maybe he is going too far. By the end of it, mc was passed out, covered in semen, piss, with broken bones, torn ass, battered body and other stuff. Ml carried mc to the hospital and while mc is getting treated he sits down and asks himself if he is really satisfied, if he the revenge is achieved, if he is happy, if he has gone too far. mc wakes up and ml apologizes, mc apologizes for his past actions too, ml starts crying, mc starts crying, ml then slightly angry and asks why mc is crying but at the end both of them kept crying. By the end, ml says he will stop bothering mc but mc now has trauma against those guys and is scared if he goes outside then they might rape him again so he grabs ml's hand and asks to be by his side and ml agrees and that's where main story ends.

in the side story, mc and ml dynamic doesn't change much. They still engage in rough sexual acts except mc is very much dependent on him. He can't even have ml out of his sight even for a while or else he will start having flashbacks of the gangrapes and start having anxiety attacks and hyperventilating. so in a way ml has become a safe space for him. one day ml is out and mc starts having flashbacks and tries to kill himself. luckily ml found him quickly and saves him. after that he softens a bit and pampers mc, mc loves the treatment so he hurts himself more to receive the treatment. lots of sex scene, there was even a beastiality scene with a dog but I heard (HEARD*)it was later removed and replaced with a robot. one time ml left mc tied up in the bathroom with a vibrator up his ass and ml's friend found him. mc was crying and scared that ml was punishing him but ml quickly gets him and says if i wanted to punish you I would leave you here overnight like you did to me. I was doing a prank and stuff like that. the story ends with mc sitting in a class with a vibrator buzzing inside him.

More on the beastiality thing to make it even more.....interesting *insert sparkling emoji here*. Ml has a dog that he raised. I think mc has the dog lick his dick and ass. He even uses a peanut butter I think. Ml sees this and finds out and gets the dog to fuck him.

So that's it. There is no romance between them. It's not branded as a romantic story. Just two broken people in a relationship of codependency.

Also the novel is very graphic with the details so trigger warning in descriptive explanation on graphic stuff

OMG.. I'm speechless.

What the actual fuck

Wtf, anyway I asked for it(●￣(ｴ)￣●)

okay thank you i’m truly grateful for you summary

okay thank you i’m truly grateful for your summary