it’s crazy to me because people like jaeyi genuinely exist and it doesn’t make any sense to me how you just have sex w someone but not fall for them. especially when their sexual chemistry is so top teir
I mean aro ace people exist. Sexuality is a complex topic. A lot of people (me included) still don't really understand fully their sexualities and the way they are attracted to people. So there's that, even though in this specific case it's clearly not what is going on.
Plus if I remember correctly it was pretty much made explicit that Jaeyi is selfish, avoidant and finds unfruitful conversation and clingy people truly bothersome. That's why he's a bit confused about the way he's acting with Ideum. However, since he's more instinctual and impulsive than cautious and introspective, he keeps going because he feels good about it.
There are also feelings that are starting to get involved, with the connection they are creating by talking and sharing their spaces. But, once again, he's not used to think much of other people, so he's just following what feels good, and not connecting the dots.
If you just meant that you understand it in theory, but just can't make it make sense to you and the way you live, than I'm sorry for this useless rant




okay, that was hot