Idk this shit is just like straight up really weird porn like the tattoo are we fr I don't have a problem with rape in yaoi it's when it's romanticized to this degree like how he gonna rate you over and over drug you forcibly tattoo you and you ain't like acting like all ts just happened I'm sorry I guess it's just not my thing beautiful art style top is honestly hot af but his whole personality or whatever just ruins it for me but to each there own if you like this there's nothing wrong with that this is just how it felt for me
I had only read the spin off they down play the abuse to such an extreme in the spin off to make him redeemable like this was genuinely a great story on its own but the spin of is so shit because the athour literally lies to you about the main story other than that if we ignore the spin of it's a great story











This is such a great work I love the way it asks questions about what it really means to live and how well it demonstrates self destructive tendencies it's a bl but I love how it feels like it's more than that it's not just smut its a beautiful story about to people who are very different but still fit together so well.