This is so stressful to read, you’re waiting for something bad to happen all the time. How is it so tense ah
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Theories and probabilities just for fun:
1. Blond guy dies (19,9%)
2. Blond guy kills someone and dies (40%)
3. Blond guy tries to run away with him and dies (30%)
4. Blond guy offs self when the abuser guy manipulates the mc to go with him. Blondie gets rejected by the mc, who wants to keep him safe from his partner and dies (kinda cliche, so I don’t think it’s gonna be like that, 0,1%)
5. Someone else dies except mc and they live happily ever after (is it even possible? 10%)
I’m kinda sure his dad is number 1 candidate to either die or be captured by police again after beating up his son or doing something stupid.
I really think only the blond one can die. After Banana fish maybe I can’t unsee that too lol and also considering how much he’s talking about it.
Mc can die but that would be too damn sad, or they will end this by dying together. 0%
Anyway, I hope happy ending is possible, for the sake of our mental health.
One with neglect trauma and other with abandonment trauma.
One never felt loved or needed, other couldn’t keep those who he loved.
One attached quickly and passionately, other is calculating steps.
The way it still is namely “the third death” in his life makes it even harder to accept. I wonder, if he will be able to stop it or he will just confirm his curse.
This was an amazing story. A lot of suspense and secrets were revealed one by one and the massive shock after the plot twist felt refreshing.
I enjoyed the mind games, it really was confusing up to the point where I wished the three of them to get together, lol.
Belier is also an interesting character. No one explained how she can control the beasts. But it was logical to assume she also has some powers.
Their “god” was really beautiful I understand how easy it’s to lure people with that appearance.
Why did they cut off the part where J refuses Sayoung’s help and pushes him away midair?
J smiled remembering how he likes saving people and having someone to protect and Sayoung extended his hand but J pushed him away when the golems fist was coming.
Sayoung ignored others and wanted to go back and fight. Until Artisan yelled to help Jung Bin. He noticed only then that Jung Bin is in a bad shape.
That was fun.
Ep 90:Coming back
“Ugh, shit, we’re saved…”
“Watch out!”
The girl screamed. Cha Eui-jae raised his head. A giant hand was flying towards them. Lee Sa-young reached out to grab Cha Eui-jae. However, Cha Eui-jae pushed him away instead of grabbing his hand. Lee Sa-young’s eyes widened. Cha Eui-jae was…
Smiling.
Lee Sa-young’s eyes widened, and he opened his mouth to say something. But the words didn’t come out. Lee Sa-young found himself near the shield Hong Ye-seong had created. Hong Ye-seong gritted his teeth and shouted.
“Student, bring Lee Sa-young inside!”
“Yes!”
The girl grabbed Lee Sa-young’s arm and pulled him inside the golden space. Just as Lee Sa-young got up, something ensnared him. It was a black snare. Lee Sa-young growled ferociously.
“Fuck, let me go right now.”
“What are you going to do if you go out there? Don’t you see Jung Bin?”
Hong Ye-seong shouted, breathing heavily. Only then did Lee Sa-young look down. Jung Bin was lying there in tatters. Only his faintly heaving chest proved he was alive.
And the part with J’s thoughts is in Ep: 91 of the novel.
I won’t spoil his exact words because it’s important - it conveys more meaning and shows his character development.
Maybe a few of his lines will be included in the next chapter but yeah, it definitely has more depth in the novel character-wise.
It’s still good enough even if it’s not going the way I thought.
The beginning is really good but I thought her bodyguard is just a fling for her emotional side but now she rejects reality she lives in and collapses what they built for ruling the kingdom together with Dowun, even if she’s just a figurehead.
She could have everything. Imagine the way emperor had concubines I would prefer her to have many husbands. I would be interested in manhwa like that. She could get 3 at least.
It would solve her problem of being emotionally unsatisfied and frustrated.
Why the empress cannot take as much men as she wants? It would go against history but not against manhwa logic lol
And I know the problem is love, but cmon, royal people never had it their way.
About husbands - I just don’t know any other way for her to regulate her state. It seemed like she needed loyal people but was not allowed to have and that’s a pain, yes, but.. she needed a therapist and didn’t have one. Really. That’s all I can say.
I enjoyed reading this manhwa and characters are bright and alive.






The art style change didn’t bother me at first but it’s hard to emotionally connect now. It’s not so colourful and original as before, it’s kinda darker.
But I really hope it gets better. And I don’t like the eyelid under their eyes or whatever you call it. It makes them look tired and uncomfortable, it was much lighter before. They didn’t have that and they had more character.
I fear it's a bit normal that they're starting to get a bit more serious.. After all the main story is focused on what's happening, and it is pretty dark, and angsty.
I think the art style is perfect for what's about to happen.
bc i heard future arc going to be pretty dark thats why
i like the new style tho haha
yup yup, its gonna be a roallercoaster of emotions... i am NOT ready
dont tell me its doomed or something m scared
Yes, no, maybe, idk, i ain't spoiling but this is the best novel I've ever read.
now M REALLY SCARED Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
but i will read either way bc i love the story...... and their dynamics