This webtoon just reminded me of how lonely I am at school. I was always a transferee cuz I always get bullied but this webtoon, the children are so pretty and cute unlike me..
People love it when you're pretty which is the thing I lack, I'm quiet, smart, I draw, I am kind and yet no one talks to me cuz I'm ugly. All of the people I know is the same as me but they're beautiful so even if they transfer, they get a lot of friends and people to talk to.
I always ready my face but I'm just so ugly so nothing changes.. I hope I am pretty so that people love talking to me... I'm so Boring and awkward, people must have been so bored around me and uncomfortable.. Why can't I have my own person? I'm always at the corner hoping someone will walk towards me and talk but no.. I hope I'm pretty, cute, I hope I'm pretty, i hope I'm pretty, I hope I'm pretty.
I never had any serious friends in school, I never even realised what actually being friends or bestfriend meant. It was not just talking a bit about studies and discuss questions.. It was more than that, maybe I was too boring too quite or too shy I don't know, I realised how much I never knew after I met my bestfriend, she became my own person, even when many wrong things happened, in between all that I'm glad atleast I met her.
I'm sure one day you will find your person, someone who appreciates your shyness, finds your awkwardness cute.
As someone mentioned, till then you need to be that person for yourself, you are kind and no one deserves your kindness more than yourself.











They don't suit w each other..