any recs for bl manhwa w/ a suicidal protag? it feels like i've read all of the mainstream ones (ltit, yang il-woo and i, sadistic beauty, unchanged man... u get the idea), but i want something i can viscerally relate to ykwim ლ(´ڡ`ლ) thank you!!
Mc has suicidal thoughts but never attempted iirc (it was implied, not really shown). Just thought i put it here coz it’s a masterpiece: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/payback_1/
Not suicidal but self harm fs: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/amber_alert/
And sort of suicide would be: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_gloomy_delusion/
Traces of the sun https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_trace_of_the_wonder/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/form_of_sympathy/ shape of sympathy is not suicidal but the ml/? (Uke) is very very depressed and the mc is doing self harm to get ml’s attention. It’s from the same author of yang ill woo
My dear mariko
This is a copy pasted list I used for someone else so it has both bg and bl but everything’s tagged sorry I don’t feel like sorting through rn bear w me
Im dating a psychopath(webtoon bg)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/black_chain/
Been a long time since I have read this one so not for sure if mc is suicidal https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/confined_together_with_the_horror_game_s_male_lead/
And im pretty sure the mc in this one goes in and out of suicidalness eventually just becoming numb https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_broken_ring_this_marriage_will_fail_anyway/
I spent an embarrassing amount of time looking through other bg I have read to find those but it was slim
If you’re ok with bl,
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/death_delayed_for_a_short_time_because_of_the_will/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_hero_wants_to_die/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/stranger_2/ They both were suicidal at different points super sweet story though
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/red_mansion/ Im not sure if suicidal is the right word but mc is crazy
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/la_meche/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/payback_1/ This one, it seems really stupid for the first 30 or so chaps but if you get to the end it is so fucking beautiful the words said to mc when he is finally able to properly grieve
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_gloomy_delusion/ This is a reincarnation bl
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/again_1/ He killed himself in his first life
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/father_i_don_t_want_to_get_married/ She struggles w feeling needed in both her first and second life
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sweet_shots/ Evb is worried abt this guy
Some of these were alr recommended but there are a few! Sorry fir not sorting them
this is very depressed, with sh and I think he tried suicide
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/incidentally_living_together/
this author FUCKED me up with "1866". i trust your rec wholeheartedly.
this is such a hyperspecific thing but jakpil's works (emotion, unchanged man) have a very similar heaviness and atmosphere as the earlier episodes of low tide in twilight. is there anything similar? like the weight of the story visually affects the atmosphere? i really enjoy dark, psychological BL (manga or manhwa, it doesnt matter!) and i'm looking for new works to pour my love all over. thank you!!
Master peace
Falling sheep
Not bl but I would also recommend 'Efforts Never Betray'
hey!! im looking for recs with extremely good writing. like it blew you away and you just need MORE!! i prefer bl, but gl is also welcome! im so desperate to find a new rec that'll keep me absolutely SAT. thank you all! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Like a violet
Sangyang:The wanderer might do you good and blood strangers(its more like bromance)
perle and stigmata
Global examination
reunion
love for sale
theres this one popular manhwa i forgot the name of, its like a cop and a car mechanic? maybe? i also remember seeing the cop dude have like some sort of power kink so maybe he just cosplays as a cop? regardless, the cop guy has blonde hair and the mechanic guy is like. tan with darker hair... i cannot remember the name to save the life of me but i do know its hella popular
Shutline
fuck my life its shutline sorry guys
yes ┗( T﹏T )┛sorry for the stupid ass question
Hahahah no worries glad you remembered it
Shutline?
my fav novel site is down does anyone have any alternatives... please tell me this isnt the end..
Gurll use ao3
well yes.. that's not really what im asking but thank you anyway
Really sorry i thought you meant something like that
im looking for ANY slow burn bl w/ a catch: the ending isnt just "oh they kissed and became official" its like... immensely smutty. any setting works as long as it has a good artstyle ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
i am so tired of rereading "Far Away Home" and "taming the tiger" for the 1000th time, give me recs that actually destroyed you. like shit you all still think about into the early hours of the morning. i mean TRAGEDY. i want a horrible ending
bonus points if it revolves around suicidal ideation because those hit especially close to home!! thank you all
please read perle right now
Like perle consumes my every waking moment
Yes! Perle and Reunion.
i haven't heard of reunion before! ill give it a read
solo for two, into the rose garden, 10 years I loved you the most, the haunted mansion, the fallen lamb
I remembered one more, beyond the memories as well!
Reunion, but Perle ruined me for months, I tell you.
Oh yeah, Solo for two.
Shit had be sobbing in the middle of the night
idk if you'll like the art but try https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hypnosis_mic_hoshi_ni_naru_made_doujinshi
or
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sea_foam
i read this long ago so i dont remember but ive saved these in tragedy tag and have rated them 5 stars so im just recommending it lol
so. i hate you and what you have done to me
Murderer Llewellyn's enchanting dinner invitation
im sorry.. i hope it filled ur desire for tragic BL
just finished this in one sitting holy shit what an emotional roller coaster
hey everyone!! i'm looking for recs with slow burn/yearning, but still smutty haha. any genre is fine as Long as Its Not Josei
Yuri one is kinds hard.... But here! U probably read this LOL https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_third_ending
any manga/hwas with fisting (other than "no reason") #thanks *runs away*
I know one but it only happened once and the uke ended up having a seizure because of it
WHAT IS IT I NEEEED TO KNOW
My X Daddy
I WARNED YOU
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/musunde_aite/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/akuma_no_kare/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/jujutsu_kaisen_dj_zhou_fu_ye_xing/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/jujutsu_kaisen_dj_zhan_qian_fu_ji/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_double_life_of_the_demon_king/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/junho_s_infiltration_quest/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/liebling/ (not really sure on this, haven't read it yet)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/indomitable_champion_english/ (don't really remember if there's fisting here but there's a LOT of other things happening )
hello all!! this is another shameless ask from me, but does anyone have any BL omegaverse s&m recs? im finding it hard to search for on my own, all recs are welcome!! ^^
I think searching for sub dom verse would work better in that case